Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Headache


It’s a headache, this sea-salt adventure, this place of vacillation—while wolves watch, imparting hypnosis, this terrible atmosphere. I met those eyes, shimmering with vengeance, for another man’s crime. I paved the streets, manic, plus, depressed, this fusion of paradoxes: pulling at gravel; tugging at flesh; alone at this outer vineyard; why to love again, such thrumming hearts, forever this notion of passion: Rolex watches; Bentley Coupes; this fantastic trauma; to lose such gifts, cleaving to poetry—this woman as pagan his nightmare: to find her early; while ever so late; this tragic costume; as born to folly, embedded in dreams, this dire catastrophe. It’s more to lots, this furious ocean, where headaches grow intensely: this miracle soul; this fusion of lemons; as mere the frontier; where hell was roses, that enchanting kiss, that foreign texture. We’ve danced with herbs, while pruning nouns, at reach this thought to ascent. I must return, racing through islands, camouflaged in fatigues: this dream of souls, to hold and let go, while one pines forever: this deadly passion, mourning as heaven dwells—at tears this lavish diamond. It mustn’t be us—this wild stratagem, as to enslave a would be friend; where this is life, our willing souls, gripping for grabbing a falling wall. I’m want to love us—speeding through images—this pulse, pressure, and passion; for dying was law, this furious headache, at war with something precious: those stairs within—that wounded trench—a Pharaoh of feelings;—exchanged for pleasures, this hope of pride, but a petal to a storm. It shouldn’t be us, tripping through caves, flooded with darkness; this vision of days, peering at petroglyphs, embedded deep our psyches; this rich infusion, captured through essence, glaring into colors; that iridescence—as puzzled afar, this scar but a stem for love.         

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