Friday, April 22, 2016

Love as Tugs

I love you—to hold you, even to argue. We chime the velvet rose, a bit confused, screaming at platinum mirrors. I saw sorrow, to infuse light, to watch a metamorphosis. We through wands, to cast spells, at love like death. Its butterfly wings, thrumming a piano, a mandala of intimacy; as grave this midnight, as pulled asunder, yanked and tugged and cast astray; to come for joy, this lotus of tears, thriving in mire. Oh for tattooed pains, to dig for essence, whereat, the waves; this brave fever, thrusting and dying, a moment in a memory. It’s ever our opera, as pangs rupture, to relish their presence: that turquoise anchor, to gyrate for death, this small entity. We crawl this vision, a room of kids, to wonder of so much. I can’t to please you, as one crying to please you; it’s lapwing weeds, for terrible joys, to love this stranger; as desperate to appease, as losing lands, the angst of this bliss; that fatal turn, to hold for secrets, the eyes of our neighbors. I hear us speak, of such the times, when love was a miracle; to sit as watching, to ask for fevers, to than retreat. Aside for love, we capture love, to challenge love. It’s ever to wilt, this glorious lotus, to rebuild a fortress. I know not the waves, this cycle of us, a tulip on a cloud; as to feel alien, as one detached, from the life that we live. Its miracle diamonds, to favor this love, to loathe this love; as feeling confused, as to adore this love, as vexed through tornadoes. I entered a dream, to feel this tug, yanking at dreams. The cinema screams, the matinee cries, and the aftermath laughs; while we wail, as wrapped in love, this pursuit of love; that fatal life, to love like fools, at one with infusion. I love you patient, at one with love, this flux of hell-bent.    

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