He
says it faintly—these inner hells—this angst of maneuvering; as mind must be occupied. He raptures a
surface, as not to reveal, this inner mechanism. He wonders of others, to find
his self, embedded in this web: the introjects, as blatant as disrespect,
featured in a first voice. He wonders of others: that inner freedom, the deep
silence, as in peaceful relaxation; but there’s a hunch, as favored as love,
that others suffer with him: as inner abrasions, as inner frustration, where it
approves rarely. What is It? It—is one’s inner self—that person, the one we
negotiate with: this inner phantom, to change moods, as if fully agitated;
wherewith are chills, and abrupt facial muscles, as if something leaped
inwardly. It—came from afar, to make a home, especially in holy souls. He says
it often, for barely a few, to wonder of others: what are they doing; are they
breathing through self; is the weather different; for hell pressures, to join
communion, a feature of the God he serves. It’s the darkness of light, as the
light of darkness, revving trough a soulcave; as to enchant at first
glance—this outward novice, into receiving gifts without giving; where this is
havoc, this crooked bliss, as one indebted. He wonders of others, as for naked
eyes, filled with lust; to crave for pleasures, as not to reckon, those deep
hardships; as to repeat it, that time for again, to roam the valleys. He
wonders of souls, that high the planets, locked down in secrets; as to endure
cells, to rapture the core, looked upon as indifferent; but deep this secret,
that inner reality, morphs into public squares. He couldn’t but perish, as by
design, to grow as an image. It’s
been a warm winter, a frosty summer, as autumn was tears!
Wednesday, April 27, 2016
Jotted in Silence
I’d Save The Reader Years
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