Monday, June 3, 2019

To Imagine More Born Realities


…such subtle elocution, such cautious speech, so baffled by greenness: those perky adjectives, this calm awareness, so created in instances: our ride through jungles, our casual frontier, so ruined but healthy: so charmed in private, analyzing remote corners, approaching unseemly daylight: those awesome seconds, but left in loneness, if but someone would witness: our deliberate nouns, our feathery verbs, while words linger played upon repeats: this dish in luxury, those pellet croissants, this petit exaggeration, while picking over something indelicate: those darker needs, to possess engrossing nightmares, while feeling secure and satiated by chaos: at gut-choirs, at raging avalanches, or chores spinning into obligations: those small eyes, those delicate seconds, while Adorable is pleading for friendship: this cliff feeling, while tugged by Ms. Delicate, where an attitude erupts: our beiger cries, our dusty deserts, our dusky tries: so abrupt with emotion, seated in cryptic stillness, where a glance brings self-consciousness: our inner estuaries, our therapeutic experiences, or one simmering in behavioral techniques: at something confusing, this anomaly at life, while reality doesn’t denote this person’s genius: phenotype investigation, cognac and cheese, so incredible, so deliberate, but filled with indelible malaise: this indistinctive entity, while abiding by inventory, so at this particular chase: where wolves are ghosts, and phantoms are people, or something eerie, a sudden apparition: our somber, sober, sullen, or adventurous courage: to meet with God, this sporadic converse, this wrenching devotion, while meters afar a thump erupts: this silent, vibrational, even irrational phone call: our lingering pash, our musical emotion, while indicting Spirit: those answering machines, this consoling response, evidential in such calming aftermath: wasting our guts, privy to mechanics, so alert, so radiant, or so under-weather our waists are heavy: where ghosts channel, where life is perfected, while it feels goodness to shift mood-strikes: this delicate responsibility, this raging bull, at something decorated by existence….     …so numeric, so numen, so nutty—this interior mathematics, so at grace with diligence, so abashed, even crazy without pruning: our wrathful outbursts, or this solitude holding earth, while backs break with rashes: this whipping frenzy, those deeper concerns, while so close its intolerable to challenge adoration: but we need more, something damn near deceased, while loving our inconsiderate selves: those foolish motives, this deranged line, where souls are captivated by private needs: this fetching intimacy, those blue horizons, while we possess close to longevity: our busy women, those busy ways, while Love just became an Executive: this lawyer persona, those agonizing, polished, irregular portraits: as built to Love, or constructed to endure, while something needs indebtedness: our playful arcs, our nimbus caricatures, so evolved it’s hard to claim ownership: this welted security, this fleeing frenzy, so secluded, so public, or such passionate principles: those tenets, this rubric, this incredibly loud conviction: as time churns, as seconds linger, where we plant seeds to alter weaknesses: so alive in you, so distant our mistakes, while churned by mere concentration…!

I took a pause, lit a clove, and drifted into fantasy: to see so clearly, this episode in humans, so clockwise, so overwhelming: to have adoration, to sing in lullabies, to regroup, come back, and feel uneasiness: this charm we give people, assuming total involvement, where souls are chasing careers: such pastime, such allergic algebra, or one feeling kinship: such black music, such white symphony, alert, dramatical, or rested in opera: our passing minds, our clever inventions, wanting, needing, or plain demanding: this space in loops, this knot in souls, this fever in women: or passive souls, but so ill-content, where reality is with its deterioration: our lingering sentences, our reaching subtleties, our subterranean currents: this walk with sunness, those elaborate sunglasses, such reeling sadness: at joys with pardons, at cake with levity, or so thrown it becomes difficult to relate: our fiery chains, this elegant poise, where investigation leaves one imbalanced: our protective selves, our protected castles, while needing a protective soul: those flamingo dancers, this belly so shaky, while souls worry concerning ruins: but ours was life, this incandescent feeling, this radical, ancient motif: those casual seconds, this replete surrender, where two decided to maintain disinterests: at colorful thoughts, at something repulsive, while needing attraction: this wound-picture, those cautious memories, or plain un-attraction: at midnight affairs, at lovely, loving souls, so cursed with singularity: or fortune raging, this knee so precious, this ritual so inferno: our literary lives, our reenactments, rushing through séance and glamour!

Worn Senses

    Let the gift be faith. Many at war. We emphasize it. Many ask, why? How it feels to own promise. A man chides his understanding, realizi...