Thursday, June 6, 2019

Boarder-line Atmosphere


…implosive vibration, so sick with passion, looking at pure distrust: to build our bond, to feed hell vinegar, so plaintiff, so dearly regarded: thrust through traffic, laughing at memories, such beaming disregard: afloat a grin, sensing mutual distraction, caged for sentenced: those psychic paws, a bit disgusted, so rough, so gentle, awarded more loses: those costs, this market layaway, while passion rents until exhausted: our minds haywire, our souls distressed, or better, our feelings fringing upon this underbelly: such mafia instincts, such island roots, so captured, so forgotten, in close to an hour: such rootless souls, our days of sorrow, our morals placed in guillotines: so sacrificed, those silent ethics, while strength survives: so enlove, such a mistake, graphed in by sexual energies: this sick person, holding forty-five minutes, while dislodging too many years….     I often dream, this delicate topic, as winning a human’s compassion: those primate battles, this primate planet, so accursed and running into Jesus: such soft, abrasive literature, such a reflective blanket, and such enveloped undertones: while Love is sirens, and life is plural, where fools tread this ocean wall: such concentration, floating through valleys, a bit emphatic concerning pluralities: so unlike penguins, so similar to chimpanzees, or secluded in some outstanding cuffs: to need with dying, to live without dying, where one is supremely addicted: this power is few, our aye-aye eyes, so entranced searching for riches: so many confessions, so many rituals, so unhealed: such discernment, such allegations, or so far into perceptions: our phobic sensorium, our emperor minds, our empire hearts: so dictated by oxygen, so aerodynamic, at trapeze and helium: needing certain behaviors, to sense time waning, while one feels a tear awkward: those gowns, this pink pillow, those chatty hours: to give so much, to realize vulnerability, or to lose a close friend: such stiffness settling, such strife ensuing, while seated in something too damn corporate: but honesty be good, this eye-wandering soul, this soul-shifting poet: those voice-overs, or this mental machine, so attached to voltage-telephones: this realization, this woman genius, as we really decipher our fears: this paradigm of problems, this so close and distant woman, while it felt heaven to dine with Love: this sophisticated animal, this relaxed business adjuster, or this knee-bone, atypical prayer maniac: at deeper thoughts, to save our union, a man proffers an idea: this open space, this triangular passion, where Love shatters such high ideals: so caught for ruined, stressing this other person, while secluded and battled to death by morals: to succumb, to summons, to wear sexual helium: this fine departure, those sliced ruins, while Love screamed and broken concrete.     …so silly with Love, so distracted by Love, so periodically poetic with Love: struck by afflatus, giving a bit more, received with analytical assessment: so suspicious, so intimidated, as such, so anti his philosophies: this half-born pessimist, this shifty cynic, or this downtrodden Existentialist: at movie arcs, so silent with energies, or rubbing her heart: this fool with existence, this cautious, and, thus, losing machine—at ingratiation, or repelled by facts, to ask concerning mouth tithes: this young person, this mathematical greenhorn, so ill-adjusted to human behavior: needing to believe, while sick with inhabitation, while souls are thrusting a party: our gecko insights, our gorilla war-care, or so crazed for achieving and alienated warrior: while mother lives, our African tables, this Last Supper: so accused of breathing, so accursed for studying, or so lost but founded in a bruise: those curt invites, this target at our left, so ill-confined, or seated in bars, outside barbequing: those delicate particles, this delicate need, while too bent to believe as Jesus: indeed, so over this mountain, such ironclad tablets, while Love spoke in Hebrew….     I’ve come to human facts, those constant analyses, this revving, insatiable intake: such Ecclesiastes, our ears un-tired, our eyes inventive creatures, our loins bubbling for passion: or so inclined, those fences with appeal, while soft carriers of deep desires: this mathematical education, this larger intelligence, so prone, if but one instance, and dying with jealousies: our end days, our upshots, our metaphysical reasoning(s): so selfish at times, or so altruistic at moments, while whores have become nuns: this riveting motion, this constant battle, such flogging, such flesh destroyed obedience, if but to tame something instinctive in primates: our panting guts, this cellular ruler, this airborne wire, at freedoms to perish, at deaths to live, so exuded, so frantic, so abused by love: this indelible picture, this pictureless adventure, plus, Love is suffering from cramps: such odors, such captivity, to become so familiar, we desire a little filth: so signed and delivered, so at wars for scars, such juice for something tropical.                                 

Worn Senses

    Let the gift be faith. Many at war. We emphasize it. Many ask, why? How it feels to own promise. A man chides his understanding, realizi...