Sunday, March 10, 2019

Mental Elements & Blenders


…fantastical reality, blended with manic reality, becomes critical fantasy island: this ruby red berry, those captive rhinestones, or crystal chandeliers: at thoughts for months, wrestling something fantastical, while reality assists in pointing out facts: (this land of creatures, this death that path, at something caged but peeking: this acrylic rapture, this writer’s tug, while omitting something crucial: our first glance, to strum perfection, as if life dealt us blackjack: this ball of frustration, walking in a daze, or fumbling into acute reflection: this silent breeze, this endless sipping, while needing to share with Ms. Imagination: this fair skinned winner, this heavy monster, while diligent enough to keep impetuous acts at bay: our core stranger-hood, this perception across a crowded empire, at kings thrumming through literature: this fine threaded line, this knitted inconsistency, while reality is out to lunch: this visitor of sorts, this crafty manipulator, this person playing Nintendo with self: our fantastical cartoons, to imagine Ms. Imagination, while reading into particular frequencies: this man with issues, this problematic magnet, or more, this vacant, contemplative distance: to meet alike persons, to distract input, to capture this wyvern attraction: as falling into place, this reason for infidelity, where some are so groomed: to have existence, to throttle a career, to give performances everyday: our aunts and cousins, those sociologists, our friends, family, and government): at months watching, a bit absent to ingestion, while acting without full forethought: this slant in souls, this genetic caiman, while seldom full recognition: this cave so deep, as filled with furniture, our petroglyphs impressing upon cerebrals: at brains and pride, this hellish countenance, while observing obviously: to nod at seconds, to look down at notebooks, but anything to distract this intrusive gaze….

…such cosmic schematics, this wealth of courage, while such to such is frightened: such harsh reality, to exhibit this tendency, where one is operating as a manic soul: our media condemnation, this contemning disposition, despite, years trained as one a bit different: at courses running, at women running, at self this mirror and running: tenor escapes me, intonation crackles, our voiceprints lingering in those months: this tale of passion, where one is embedded, unaware of said person as a total disaster: unaware of perfection, or this heavy weight, where one is forced to present the best of oneself: this fight to keep Love, this war towards fidelity, while Love has a life fraught by attractions: this rule to stand afar, while tugged by something fantastical, where fantasy blends with reality: those creeping features, this person as a mentor, this slight to replace something working: as a feudal being, as a crazed person, as one haunted by theologies: our children needing security, our souls aching for poetry, if but to live an ounce of prose: such tender cries, such island perfection, while forced to admit, I’ve betrayed you….

I’ve come across beauty—those features impressed upon minds, while a bit awkward with chimes: this ringing bell, this languishing phone, this orchestra of typewriters: those playwrights, this crazed cinema, this interior visitor: staring at holograms, or mixed letters, where time is nothing but dressings: our salad with contemplation, our angst with frustration, our instruments with caffeine: those fantastic realities, perched by manic realities, where fantasy seems attainable: as moving with cadence, where one is disgusted, while another pursues a turquoise sky: those blatant hints, as registering immediately, while one is left to wrestle interior webbings: this chase with rules, this planet with grounds, those books with scents: our eyelashes as stenographers, our intellects as astronauts, our experience as signposts.

Worn Senses

    Let the gift be faith. Many at war. We emphasize it. Many ask, why? How it feels to own promise. A man chides his understanding, realizi...