Wednesday, March 20, 2019

Abdominal Mirror


…we offer visits, this miraculous knitting, fueled by interaction: such reserved truisms, such unspoken cadence, at sights a second those human mirrors: such dinosaur instincts, such leopard spots, awakening Jesus to heal leprosies: our deeper discourse, our deeper beliefs, while removed enough promised into tomorrow: this gut-war, those pagan portraits, our pagan instincts: at Laws meditating, at New Testaments debating, or so pure those days to sleep-deprivation: candles tickling, treasures provocative, teased by something gentle: those wretched beginnings, this wretched soul, at captures exploding into vehemence: our minds, Love, as never to abandon, Love, while our worse nightmares: if but this for that, or that for this, such sweet gumbo: at manic tales, our horrid diaries, our terrific realities: this lose so early, as graphed into blueprints, where mother was sick with impatience….     …so many monsters, groomed for prisons, where reality is quite official: lawyers debating, judges listening, so tragic years to contemplation: this florid miracle, this lost, received child, while cultural tyranny remains an issue….     I live missing pieces, so crucial each detail, while bigger pictures elude science: this casual swan, so filled with honesties, while reluctant to sail: this Buddhist pamphlet, as scraping minutia, where true enlightenment becomes studious: those voice-frames, those indifferent behaviors, while some exist as oxymoron(s): but tender to motion, as motion becomes tender, while one has exercised something quite natural: this Ferrari heart, this Porsche soul, while hibernating with cubs: so crucial with beliefs, so systematic with premises, so grand with deliberation.     …at once a navigator, or twice at voyage, while impartial to mother: indeed, a deep confession, this land of confetti, where years churn into survival: those few religions, this religious atmosphere, while its popular to claim religion: our yogis diving, our mystics aloft, our spiritualists conjuring spirits—as mere souls, broken for floored, our carpets crimson prayers: while swans ponder, while mothers resist, while fathers sip something breezy: this losing enterprise, this hard-won deliberation, where certain realities are not in my favor….     I thought to it, this web of activities, reasoning concerning total deafness: as one claims madness, another agrees, plus, passion webbed in criminality: this Lucifer child, this demon with stars, as father is privy to one side of mosaic coins: this man racing, or destroying cars, while innocence is pledged upon images: those secret closets, that filthy blanket, while it’s difficult to imagine pure deceptiveness: those slates grin, this canvas is purple, our charms seem apparent: but life is gentle this wind, those days to basking in patience, or floored to something insensitive: this silent, passive soul, those years to pure indecision, as one invests in something at love with others: that grand debut, our seed laughing, as coming to something so delicate: those internal feelings, as needing such a fix, or flippant concerning this new commission: to need hands, to desire powder, while lacking an adequate voice.     …but more to gentility, this remarkable lover, this astrological musician, at ease with physical alarms: those tender, whispering, bold, electric, even crazed glares: possessed but shivering, or too much to capture, or so sick it appears normal: at treatises with time, where humans lose interests, where familiarity breeds un-appreciation: this need to re-juice, this permeable affectation, while honeysweet insanity is required: at structured focus, loving where it aches, re-capturing something so early in its absence: such compelling skin, this infinite bruise, while silly enough to praise beginnings: so pulled asunder, so yanked to bed, while bleeding in sentiments: our casual affair, those casual liars, our casual hearts as perfect for shortness, but dead for duration, while alarmed our souls fail satiation: such deadly love, while such bestial love, so quick to summons addiction: but Love is alive, and Love is livid, thrown to wolves returning with bones: this ape affair, this gorilla monopoly, while animals purr with aggravation: such dominance, such brutal control, while humans utilize passion with language: that remote island, those charming facilities, or bones struck to intestines!          

Worn Senses

    Let the gift be faith. Many at war. We emphasize it. Many ask, why? How it feels to own promise. A man chides his understanding, realizi...