Sunday, August 19, 2018

Matrix Butterflies


It’s been its length, speeding through vertigo, or realized in visions: this prophetic art, those prophetic eyes, or that endearing person: to meet so early, while unidentified, at least to this mirror: this examination, racing through corridors, where neck-ribs blend with gut-eyes: this small travesty, this great tragedy, or neighbors casual with goodbyes: this princess tragedy, those years to debating memories, or righteous and overzealous: this portrait rendezvous, our souls interlocking, while agony walks away: that perfect living-room, or carnival realities, while traipsing this haunted house: such blurry tentacles, or bandit binoculars, as reaching for dreams: those azure lenses, this pot of bisque, or late nights watching Roku: this Roca feeling, as bent through webs, to admire Dr. Ambiguity: this forced thought, this pillaged conscience, or years to vying for transference: our troubled inclinations, our radical misprints, or years to relying upon something forfeited: this gambling maniac, this liquor for resourcefulness, or sober lights speaking its insanity: those constant layers, this strata of liars, or remorse for one easing into home-plate: this tall tree, those perfected tiles, or body at joints breaking bad news: our cyan faces, our camouflaged feelings, or this exhaustion coming with tugging at whales: our English language, as underrated purely, where souls are desperate for palms.     I shift and twirl, peering at glamour, where said glamour feels horrible: or radiant a curse, to permit such beauty, for ugliness appears tragic: this heart of firebricks, this tale of firebrand, where friction becomes intimate: this constant application, where I must for breathing, if but to avoid an intersection: those grave intra-vibes, or this impending impasse, while to emerge as greater for sacrifice: this pillaged dream, those radiant gavels, or this feeling in chains as if all is protected: our fabulous cries, this aesthetic professor, or years to philosophical apologetics: to lose this life, awaiting this grand deliverance, where participation is mandatory: our indigo souls, our reluctant passions, or fantasies so rich they lead to orgasms.     …our linen filthy, at medium blue feelings, while fluffing our orchids: our minds clear, if but that infraction, while human tendencies lead to excitement: that musty rose, that misty heart-curve, or this angular portrait—as souls revving, or Chevy’s gliding, to sip a martini and olive: this man to fashions, as garments arrive, where Love is heart-to-brain in mere a t-shirt: this pale turquoise, this Puma play-passion, or Nike’s running into pure admission: our submitted souls, this marigold allergy, or allegories running into realities: this esthetic levity, this rejected advance, or this man to thoughts that demand examination: those filthy rulers, those puffy peaches, or this Asian nectarine….     I saw sea-green tides, as to encounter steel-blue cries, while attempting to fix something that requires psychiatry: this fool in men, this thistle as underrated, or years to researching undulations: this Jewish maniac, this righteous disposition, or this Irish nun bleeding resistance: those seventy years, those seventy smiles, to realize this defective analyses: as wilder obsessions, or too far invested, while neighboring monks are envied: as wild animals, struck with purpose, to feel this absolute insanity: those sessions to screams, this subtle indoctrination, while one dismisses pure agitation: as something minor, as ever it is, where tropical beauty becomes extravagance: those aqua remissions, this rectitude encyclopedia, or years to figuring just enough to remain confused: as livid iguanas, or paddling sea-turtles, attempting a test by mandrill realities: this curse in souls this must for identity, to realize this complex vex called, Psychology: that intra/inter, this physiological response, or those Hoatzin voices: where Love is agonizing, as time is revolving, to recognize that decades have tortured us.           

Empty Space

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