I give leniency, despite spirits, for I
love and adore such majesty: our sporadic highs, our canine lows, or spinach
with rice: this fair woman, these wrestling weights, or tamed for dearly
ruined: our mothers banished, our fathers as absentees, or bowels bleeding
honey: to curse Jesus, or to perish Yahweh, while enounced by Ghosts: this
rugged edge, this jagged Prince, our hours to studying Machiavelli—to rebirth
fires, our malignant cousins, while holy a knot pitted in guts: those inner
moons, this reptile Princess, at beauty to revoke insecurities: our baths with
venom, our hind-leg lizards, or years to feeling dislodged—as grains scream,
where harvest disappeared, while granny reinvested destructions: this faithful
leach, or this breach in humans, to arrive as one cut with silence: (this
pregnant soul, abandoned to sexual cues, while maintaining her home: this fool
for skin tone, those mental microphones, while one laughs falling for
distressed). I felt oxygen, I laughed
upon helium, and God knew our names: this fragmented giant, this dying
lieutenant, or eye-to-soul this satanic agenda: as deadly habits, abased for
cursed, where mother sits in this office—as granny rebukes, where our son
revolts, insofar, this message bleeding its calligraphy: those mannish
feelings, this mannish psych, or one too attuned to claim reality: our
hypnoses, our Chardonnay, and this tiny, lucid, inquisitive genius—where grandpa
was absent, this non-participant, but present in brains those heinous
activities: at Blue Crosses, or Turquoise Skies, to invest deaths while
resurrecting existence: those candles flickering, those mystics juggling, or
more to angst, his sanity up for evaluation: this flying swan, this friendly
albatross, or this pheasant speaking Japanese: indeed, to flights, this NY
mentality, where two are flourishing, while realities are damaging lights:
those feudal Masons, this return to life, as one contemplates Lucifer’s
Location: as wild agents, leaping through pharmacies, at sixty five days
through darkness: our frozen minds, this frozen tear, to invest in planting
emotion: this running soul, this beaming woman, those reckless charms: at arms
and rings, at songs and signs, to give illusion while forming delusion: that
old caliber, this new calendar, or this pregnant year forfeiting its
insanities: to sip and laugh, while filled with problems, to confess as
belonging to Chaos: this tundra soul, this Grecian ache, or tears through Rome
congregating: this Goddess figure, this moist drumkit, where tomorrow has
decided at deaths: this tuna with mayonnaise, this egg with onions, this onion
with green trimmings: to die as living, or to roam as livid, our years to this
savannah: if but to deliver, this intimate baptism, while changed by pure
emotionality: those days at fertility, our chainsawing oceans, or dreams
confused by perceptions: where feelings are bears, at grand dismissals, while
dead at silence puking into realities.
I’m low and moving, this jab through
traffic, this Atlantic mushroom: to watch as furious, this pearl machine, this
European Sun: our souls clashing, our moons bashful, where such becomes
endearing: this patient loser, this ferocious winner, our seconds to feeling
goodness at casinos: those bald eagles, this tall Amazon, where men try harder
to exhaust sperm: as madmen, or mad-gin, those eyes telling this perception: as
broken this laugh, this chase with 2pac, or this undertone found in Scarface:
to cuss by nature, too tamed and aloof, where souls judge just about
everything: our guts ruined, our cries invaded, where mother would die afore
forfeiting her son: this bleeding rope, this cavy angst, or pure anxiety: this
fretted sofa, this demented man, where close examination points to false
beliefs: as gunning perfections, to feel sorts but special, while fiddling
through illegal money: those rusty hearts, asearch for clearance, while too
bogged down to cultivate Jesus: those black begonias, those liquid almonds, or
flour to pure for pork chops: as God running, while leaping scriptures, to slow
pace abashed by insistence.
