…this
threshed genetic, this pathetic existence, this dying soul: as juiced with sin,
or extravagant luxuries, peering at this imperfect gem: can’t nothing die, living this satanic
mischief, while longing for this man’s wife: our daughters giggling, our
mothers livid, feuding this diamond tester: our kites at breakage, our women at
woes, this perfect universe: that cold goblin, this aye-aye terror, or this
eye-eye gremlin: our guts ruined, our diarrhea laughing, this pistol purchased
with heroin: our minds at persons, this field internal, this life as breakage:
this wine stained goddess, this sense with pieties, or melancholic at bars:
this pub for liquor, this granny dying, this man thinking (of) mother: this
psych pushing, this soul gathering, this inking mother: or beautiful fires,
this lamp with ecstasies, this Yahwistic algorithm: those epiphanies, this
noetic breakage, this rhapsodic maniac: to gut for survival, to lose something
kinetic, where something blue speaks to familiar carnivals—as laughs Scarface,
this face of deaths, this running capuchin: the
wrong message, this pictured swan, this man pleading Jesus: this man with
pillars, this test with pliers, this mafia as father’s: this prime beef, this
civilized death, to cut with wasps: our brains as garbage, this fool as deadly,
this dangerous exploitation: at sublime captures, to live this lesion, this
bleeding wound: this pus for liquor, this warmth for passions, this ghetto for
nutrients—as nurtured to destroy, while fighting tendencies, as told by
consensus this Jude is watching: this Big Brother, this uncle officer, this
agent trespassing: to speed through women, while addicted to women, this man at
love to redeem mother: our broken music, this rebel in essence, this portrait
laughing at Jesus: where mother screamed, Truth, this ducking limitation, while
to arrive aware of this legacy: if but his guts, to know your path, while
something felt good for me: this reckless cadence, this dim cliff, this man
laughing with Jesus: our darts splattering, this religion as background, this
fool as immortal or famous. …to dine
with crows, as close to eagles, where genetics point to something historical:
this future granddaddy, this last resort, this man pushing for this little
girl: our eyes at water, our mothers feeling slaughtered, at lyrics with pure
language: this beaut as dying, this beaming maniac, this curse as beating to
hell this family: our fathers hustling, our mothers turning tricks, if but to
place a plate at junior’s table: this remote laughter, this agonizing secret,
our cousins with pictures: to laugh at moms, while freaking his brains, where a
younger runs into banks: this have-what
game, this have-not pain, where an
adolescent stabs a Lexus: that woman, that mother, that hell to cavities:
indeed, these blurry eyes, this man laughing, this death as too fatal: to ask
for comebacks, to ask for civilization, this immortal caiman: our friends
dying, our brains running, this ventriloquist scything our frantic behaviors: to need for wholesome, this boring
existence, this thing concerning endeavors: as doing bad, while freaked off of
gin, while slanging another travesty: this boosting mentality, this young tidal
wave, or this magnificent boarder-line: to get it laughing, while drugged at
flights, this twelve year old reject: {it was hell, Love, this man at tears, to
push an Urban City: our warriors grinding, this stuffing of socks, this big
mouth language: to drift at fifty, slamming through gutter lanes, to wonder of
this remission disease}: where days are head-storms, accused of jumping
this gun, while curious about decencies: this aged soul, this wisdom monster,
and this agitated exchange: to sense blues, to lose eye contact, to freak out Uncle
Sam: to go big, Love, this laughing for
sanity, this freaked existence, this husband at tears: to know resistance, to
claim insanity, while as sane as George Washington: this bad luck, to act as
if, where persons fall to nonchalance; this banging heart, this shark at
drastic(s), or this tragic but attuned mother: where granny sat in private,
while aunt died gently, to lose so much but a child sacrificed.
