Wednesday, February 14, 2018
Harps & Images
Sapphire bones, emerald arteries, and sci-fi passions; as living
carcass, or radiant algae, fleeing into justice; this radical woman, so gentle
our disgusts, so avid our hunger: to love as monsters, this florid humanity,
our achy marrow: our dreams as cave-walls, our screams as nerve-endings, our
synaptic church as havens: if but our terrors, gripping for rolling, pulling
for affective bruising(s)—this small flower, by intimate shame, at cadence,
humble our trespasses. I recharge,
floating roof-tiles, scudding as wafting, nibbling a feather: this insidious
gem, our odorous gyms, this jinn tugging insanity: as graves cycle, these
intimate ghosts,—her sins at fires those eyes: where spines shiver, this tongue
to mansions, those ripples by Aesthetics:
our craved islands, that azure waist-line, this oceanic explosion—while
daunting our revels, as rebellious loon-winds, this inner apology. I wanted deaths, or local caterpillars, as
metaphors for poetry moving slowly: that fine air, those strapping calves, our
ankles distorted as unions: that broken pillow, those chirping ceilings, our
vests opening into dementias: that heavy kef, this blow to sandcastles, our
incredible denial: this womb contracting, as once to pieces, our resilient
orphisms—by opalescent cries, our dye to sheets, our violet life-demons—where
others perish, we relish in geese, as
something so delicate capable of sheer treachery: those lagoon roses, that frog
laughing, this pelican aching our ministry.
Our stomachs rattle, this day
for fasting, our mornings to 4a.m.:
this downstage arena, our gourmet luxuries, or more a steak with red fever: our
inner rehearsals, our internal cadenzas, this mental encore—as pure allegiance,
or cursed for breathing, at cuts with lyrics falling for carried: our grand opera, those musical brains, those
saxophone eyes—as crazed men, possessed by possession, rummaging trinkets from
down south: such as teak crosses, or oaken promises, by maple engravings—those
tall palm trees, this pagan agriculture, our sexual architecture: as
paleontologists, or sexual psychologists, peering for abandoned to neuronic
apertures: our gazes grazing, those yoga pants screaming, while Love is far
removed from arousals. We come to terms, abased by revelries,
sentenced to pursuing our first endeavors—those beige casings, this see-through
reflection, while left with self to decipher between arias: that inner man,
that silent woman, this feeling where life was worthless—if not her mind, if
not her guts, if not those yelps gnawing into grizzle: our spirits’ Fahrenheit,
our souls to court-grooms, our brains as artist managers: that soothing
gesture, our mourning aches, this bagel a bit too much cream-cheese: to hear
complaints, while laughing our chests, lost in spiritual cantos: those brave pistons, this oily voice, that baritone
languishing—as burning souls, or palming coals, our ladders blending into
houses—where children run, as splintered an engine, looking for mother’s
gentilities: those immortal signposts, this symbol craning, our daughters
wiping tears. [I get lost, attempting
creativity, where, I love Us, bleeds
into settee-marrow: this bold, delicate, festive woman, this miracle winnowing,
this threshed for deaths crawling existence: this multiple woman, this strategic
mother, this angst with losing this inner self: this professional as fetching,
our manly insecurities, our hearts studying but losing concrete: our magical
prisons, if but this need, while effected by mere a gesture: our animals
bathing, our parrots annoying, our sons to souls that second kiss: as losing
days, while gaining memories, our honey-melon teas].
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