Friday, October 20, 2017
Allure: Life is a Miracle
We watch stressors, embedded plural genetics, as features scatter
normality: this fragile force, at collapses by twenty, if but two years
prior—to speak such language, at anguish laughing, while privy an underground
mentality: this Celtic Cross, those Danish poems, this field running into
art-brains; where mother dances, while swans admire, such strengths this tiny
miracle. I’ve shattered thrice, those horrid episodes, those
flimsy bar-caves—as built bleeding, punctured in Tijuana, at memories sipping
Tequila—this vest rifting, at rafts soaring, this kayak extravaganza—that Dior
culture, so appealing a dream, as watching that thread for others. It caved his mind, those inner funerals,
partaking of grandmother’s ashes—to rival messages,
seated at a settee, our closets bursting with vengeance: that psych’s
evaluation, that rabid sensation, this file at tyranny describing analyses: if
but to franchises, this welkin enterprise, our hearts at rivers pleading our
imaginations: that timid aggression, those rigid smoothies, our treasuries
suffering social inadequacies: to courage for deaths, this vacancy screaming,
at terrors to arrive at that chased adventure: those purple eyes, those jaguar
paws, that ape’s glare; indeed, to thoughts, this vessel so enchanted, by
arm’s-reach at chorus to gunfire. I met with
pash, as ahead by seems, while at glory riveting his brains: that membrane
lioness, this wretched division, at tears climbing by ranks: this Gucci
intellect, as Cartier fevers, at sudden a whiff of acceptance: our burgundy
eyes, that meal of sardines, our noodles with Red Rooster; as trying to escape,
this bar of frustrations, to meet with kindness a young minx: that sylphic
sage, as alarmed studying Zen, to happen upon a manic countenance: our strange
island, this rhinestone aggravation, our gems as thoughts afloat a cathedral;
insomuch, to flourish, as laughing by suspicion, those dreams by koans: if but
to arise, where life is without efforts, this ability to hold attentions a
solid hour; before to perish, as losing zeal, as cagey an ache to ask for
survival. It was good that life, as a
man fully dysfunctional, our armoires protecting shallow egos—this velvet
dress, those tinkering rings, that partial bra—as but to live, a series of
obsessions, fiddling pleasure as culture our psychoses: this steep penetration,
as to witness cries, this feeling but a second in minds; that Buccellati
succession, that fragile powerful brain, those Vhernier pieces of
personality—as cut through time, our billionaire screams, this face so precious
as touched with malice—to thrust a spear, those million dollar boots, this
space in others reaping Messika. I’m
soon to deaths, churned as aggravated, sensing with time this luminous sphere:
our Lagos logos, as terrified
streams, to enter a trillion dollar museum—our wild suade, this assuaging
force, at rabid insanity concerning monopoly: that outer spotlight, as every
magazine, to have for fairytales this achy glamour. I’m soon to life, this woman in suits, those
heels piercing by sheer fire: that violet scarf, those dahlia eyes, our
daughters jotting down sensations—as lived afar, to come so close, this acacia
superstar—if but to breathe, this inhalation, as lungs empty science—our
beanbag moments, sipping for living, this minor fender-bender; as partial to
passions, enlove but driven, as reaching for laughing a shattered wine glass:
those mahogany dreams, our cabinets bleeding, those seconds at showers—to have
for purpose, this lot of vexations, reading a sestina—those long bangs, as shoulders to skies, while adrift our
human condition…if but a sentence, to ache a heart, while pleading
adventures…if but a scream, to induce a rocket, our para-existence; insomuch, this feyic beauty, this wellic brain-drum, as kettles resound
for teas. We live as outliers, while
begotten a miracle, a bit too soldier
our cultures: our Ralph Lauren, our Versace dreams, our Jewish inheritance—to
focus silence, enough to reach, at terrible friction speaking algebra: our
tragic vices, as vying for normality, to find in love an accepting ark: those
arts colliding, our graphs blurring, our women by deaths as animal magnetism.
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