Unto Self: “Chisel
through a Maze.”
I’m
sober, love, drifting into shadows—angry as hell. I
was
numb, love—eager and desperate to transcend. I’m
somewhere,
love—feeding green ducks, and God is
sipping.
See
lakes aflame, gutting out purgatory. I’m crying for
souls,
wailing love, crawling up mountains. Haven’t we
died,
proud of our affliction, and nearly psychotic. I ask,
seeking
comfort—Ghost to soul.
Something
is wrong: a generation gripping dirt, lost and
confused,
popping pills. Where was father—akin to
myself?
a dread to feel, achieving much division. So
mother
rifts and falls apart, crooked with fever.
Pay
a tollbooth and enter gates, await the pain; for deep
inside
a riddle breathes, and sin is creeping. I’m so close,
calm
and collected, courting chi. Imagine this mischief,
studying
gurus.