Experiential
It
happened early on, baptism
around
the age of seven. Mother
spoke
of a Holy Ghost:
“He
just entered. Didn’t you see Him?”
It
was certain to be a small wind;
but
resonance
grew,
and presence blossomed.
“Do
you feel it? It seeps into
heart
and soul.”
Grandmother
was quiet: she would
just
stare,
becoming
something indescribable.
She
shook with frequency.
It
may have been her nerves.
Church
was a grand event; but
something
was suspicious with our
pastor.
His wife passed;
and
two months later he was
remarried.
Mother
couldn’t tolerate
it.
So church became a memory, while
Spirit
became an event.
Mother
would highlight certain lines
throughout
the Bible.
This
was part of my education.
We
doubted little, and spoke “in
all
things…to the glory of God.”
Years
would pass, and life
would
challenge faith, and the tale of
Job
would become a
conundrum.
However,
the Ghost was ever alive,
communing
within
a heart-cave. So reality shifted
from
the literal, to the
experiential.