Tuesday, February 6, 2024

Sky Stress

 

We don’t speak about love; we speak about life.

We don’t claim immortality; we live as if.

I need to speak about love; I need to adore without reluctance.

Cultural curses; blizzard bolts.

If I could unveil love, so close to it, closer to a collar. 

Desert religiosity, no one but Father. 

Nearing a cave, an echo, a petroglyph—my picture. 

Over seven perfections; over seven reasons; at an inner masquerade … to the grave with life.

Palming sawgrass, eating seas, conversing over a frittata. 

Weaned off love, addicted to love, forced to face the greatest chasm over love. 

Many untoward thoughts; aching 

sandstone eyes.

Skyward melodica—woodwinds—harmonica pains. 

So intense by fatigue, a day to shivering, a night to Aquila. 

So saturnine; a whole heart. A lost dream.  

 

I tried not to speak it, by windy falls; so confused about it, like city moments, cultural deserts. 

A colossal downpouring, a miserable windfall—

to have lived in an instance, steady in chase 

of that feeling.

It sounds like affliction, the tender side of darkness … 

wealth of terrors, dusty ambition, driven by one ghost.

With helium hearts, to have said much, souls beyond facts, unenthused by customs.  

 

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