Tuesday, February 20, 2024

Outside The Church Is Like Church

 

I try to outwit fate, to outdance destiny.

I try to find skies in seas across from earths. 

With each breath, a silent rapture, curious those dreams are unfounded. 

One would know church secrets, a spiritual maverick—

Many measures, many more struggles. 

To have shook hands, a short gaze, absorbing energy, lying it off, listening to humanity. 

Life unsung, made incredible: her song is in her rays. 

A faraway language, assiduous orison, looking back at it.

To have won one, to have lost another, with hope beaming, with arts screaming. 

I try to outwit fate, to outdance destiny. 

With brains at crucibles—with passion cringing, if one essence, if three mistakes. 

I can feel a lyric—moving through motion, made mental. 

Such absorption, rising sunshine.

By a lasting invisibility. 

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