Thursday, February 9, 2023

I Wish Love Was Simple!

 

I wish love was simple—complex life, guitars, winds, putting pain first; hurting to prove my point, to become felt in its moment, adrift at times, reaching for sociality and chimes. Rethinking love, its maxims, its ultimate dedication—as flown into injustice, asking dependencies, with love facing itself; asking forbidden messages, made desperate in song, thetic in design, love becomes its antithesis; it flames with action, it dines with fury, it claims what it desires, never to own what it loves; to adore skies, to freefall into arms, most intolerant passion; aching to exist, to become ontology, cosmic, existential, with much waiting in deserts—fire of importance, aborted from love, half way deceased. I wish love was simple—complex stars, too far away, if to need a thought, to be in tears, hoping it’s felt, one dear at manipulation, thus, uneasy; so blind, so complicated, needy, if to dream of a perfect anxiety.    

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...