Saturday, October 13, 2018

Banquet Eyes/Sober Cries


…it was days sunlit, according to trenchant psychs, as imagined by adolescence: this anomaly tune, this crooning night-work, this rainbow remodeled: that interesting mold, our dear lament, or those mythical gas-stations: our daughters at chores, our souls at choir, our aches cemented in firm decisions: as men notice, Love, this fair creature, where Love diminishes such promise: or swans at lakes, fiddling algae, or feeding ducks: such delirious freedom, such calming airwaves, such rippling undercurrents: our undulations, our deeper thoughts, or this penchant to ignore indecision: as radical thinkers, those rhythms through reason, or this illogical-logical dominion—where normality is talkative, while pain is secretive, where we judge our natures based upon outer imageries: those short legs, that wide smile, that inquisitive soul: our loquacious babies, while dying for structure, and so precocious: (I laugh and feel good, to watch those young, masterful aliens, to absorb a piece of self that remains hidden: that mother with patience, knowhow, and courage, or remarkable senses by control, or settling into negotiations: while under-seasons blossom, pondering discolored waves, or listening to something yearning: that slight whisper, those withering winds, or this fretful attraction: where most come by exits, or soar for seconds, while others stick around for millennia: our casket grandparents, those clear consciences, or such angelic intervention: (to gather prominent love, to peek at dawn, while our living-room is disguising its troubles): that spoiled milk, those dried up green onions, those expired eggs: this intimate sign, this tale by Depression, or years admiring a person’s energy: this subtle volt, as meaning so little, where initial catapults felt a certain currency: this pleat in sinners, this winning disposition, or our Asian lawyers): to cast a vest, to dangle in midair, to sudden upon inner imageries: this cussing person, this ethical dynamite, or those few infractions: where Wisdom is gray, or feelings are iridescent, at treasures gutted but feeling elated: this need for persons, this laughter simmering, and this penchant for something esoteric….    

I remember at minutes, I remember at seconds, concerning this vague horizon: our successful plans, if but our secluded motives, as others must perish for escaping our deception: this field in life, this hungry ambition, this terrible cadence: But Life is good, and things work for majesty, despite, this cringing imperceptibility: indeed, our cups are half full, our mirrors are pure perception, and Reality needs our insistence: that subtle approval, within subtle eyes, or writing failing to compliment dispositions: our dreams as poets, our political screams, or days at somber joys: those sky-windows, as capturing sentiments, to realize that deepness appears as a curse: our running masses, those in-stretched arms, or open to something that enhances our passions: those miracle persons, so adept at Life, in essence, those People that Redeem Us—this field of pessimism, or those drives that permit abnormalities, where one becomes a savant genius: our fragile natures, this fragile kingdom, or eyes that reveal a hidden message: as impolite insistence, this deep infringement, where Love is reality as long as we save Love: indeed, a bit crude, but this is our position, where saviors are interchangeable: those talkative wires, that talkative countenance, our spider’d inclinations—while frozen for Love, or warm for Love, where imagination streams for Love: this strict structure, those daylight gardens, or mahogany roses by star-lights: our settee witness, those moving tables, to polish ambition, (to nourish a support-base, or to yearn for incandescent harmony): indeed, our moods, Love, our deep reasoning, or our inculcated realities: to hurt when friends hurt, to hate where opposition dwells, or to favor particular pains over those tears in others: this Life by cadence, this channel by sobriety, or this feeling where no one relents!

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