Sunday, September 30, 2018

Gnarly Head


…while deceased a young lad, or teary for deaths, afraid that mother violates—this cussing frenzy, this lively action, to sip over wine-cakes: this bleeding infinity, this black sanctity, or treasured rum with teas: our broken colours, this siren in pity, this blood-shine in fevers: this Jericho symbolic, this training triumph, or this Jerusalem Goddess: our Artemis Cries, this deep enchantress, or deliveries to China: those trenchant belles, this trenchant agony, or bold with trenchant disgusts: to outwit fate, as gray gravity, infused for dead living as life demands: those tailored choirs, this tailored exile, or Love so dramatic our traffic has paused: at blue blazers, or velvet vests, to assume permanence that second to climax: our inborn images, our fabric prayers, our tragic verses: this running insanity, this therapist laughing, this therapist frying: as hybrid exoneration, for life seems different, as opposed to valuing pure hatred: this silent truth, this reluctant reacceptance, or years as black psychology: this welted whelp, this cut in marrow, this anesthesia: while some would argue, this light skinned dynasty, while darker skins suffer endless trials: our bowels upchucking, our minds at rivers, for something, A long time coming: this perfect world, those reasonable fractures for strangers, while superiors slice a piece for darkness: this meal as raging, this silent self repenting, while begging for acceptance: this bare red fury, this blue grass travesty, or days to pondering false upheavals: our turnstone skies, our laughing hyenas, this vehicle blasted off liquor: to give but damned, this woman’s appraisal, while lights bear witness to alienation: this gunning world, this lack by participation, this cursed reality: our local hymns, our ice with vodka, or this jinn pushing for laughter: our keen surprise, to adventure upon life, where some souls have vetoed kissing ass: for what are persons, but insecure jewels, while secluded from actual personalities: this man shunning, these wrists dripping, those roses for pure deception: as racing forward, our mane to winds, this nave convoluted and everyone needs a master…!    

…it was numbness, or gnats, or pure dissatisfaction…this jigsaw puzzle, this jutted fury, or personalities inverted by reversals: such oaken flies, or otic sighs, to hear a sentence verses sanity—those demons for Christians, this mind for Psychologists, or dormant realities flying through subliminal charms: this overworked gap, this plangent moon, or men realizing it feels good to triumph: this father watching, this grandparent demanding submission, or this mulatto disgusted with horrible interaction: as plants for love, where agents are fleeing, while stems grow aborted to destruction: this mystic jute, this cryptic flute, or days to living by a stranger’s commands: to lose daughters, to abolish honor, to gain but Jesus: these lowly things, this high held roof, or nights to ruby red rum: our media eyes, our inner technology, or seared duck breasts and wild mushroom pizza: our days to fantasizing, our chewed lips, this resilient mathematics—to want for dear life, as accustomed to refraining, where Love seems incredible: those loud skies, this puppet submitting, or this political giant writhing: this pawn made rook, this queen made delivered, or this ace made divinity: (to choke a ghost, to eat an apparition, or evenings listening to phantoms: those blue-shot eyes, this endless violin, this personal habitat: those coins flipping, this destiny in vestibules, to thought as demanding insistence: this skinny beaut, this inner dimension, or this book filled with perfume scents: our eyes to needing, if but this friend, if but this winner—at terrible arks, or petals upon sheet metal, or seconds to infinity needing affection: those trenchant ribbons, this cinema in turquoise, or this primal innocence while thrown to corruption: as teal vines, of blood ache memories, to adore something dying as mystic)….

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