Friday, May 18, 2018

Gnats & Insights


I know your energy, this furnace of soot, this Lutheran Jerusalem: our bare waves, our naked chaos, our blatant wholesomeness: if but your mind, sold for glory, rebuked for innocence: this cooking elegance, this shifty loyalty, or those mischief leprechauns—as Alaska melting, or by a thousand days of darkness, such frozen intimacy: our subtle contention, our wilderness tundra, or more, this sipping with passion.  I know your energy, this fair wife, this remote lioness: at years destroying kelp, or tyrannies to aiding souls, where some are quite infuriating: this palm of snowflakes, that seventh hour of majesty, or less, this filter, this imagination: our romances bleeding, our chainsawing oceans, as thus, this remarkable conscience—as fools driven, this blast by nostrils, our tripod ecstasies.  I thought about you, this person I channel, this person I ignore: this American Winter, this American Summer, this Conglomerate by America: this film reaching, this soul born inside trees, this Branch flogging contentions—as livid scientists, or religious scientists, to die one foot cemented in gravel: our porcupine fevers, this otter backstroke, this orange grape—as, moreover, a curse, this built towards Israel, this origin towards Ethiopia: our great lakes, this intensive care, this intensive glare: while mother arranges curses, if but to hear you sing, if but to push those crevice buttons: our Sahara blood, our resurrection plants, this transmigration—sensing this flying thought, while rebuking this flying squirrel, where chimera cameras explore armrests frequencies: this man to feelings, this woman to treacheries, if but life a village of lemurs: this cordial pain, this mantis symbol, this field of bamboo dreams: as accustoms life, this moth by guts, our souls burping up butterflies—as trying souls, this Voltron exhibition, our transforming science: to awaken screaming, while reaching for Love, to realize this need for Love: our vein-thickets, this cerebral cactus, or our leaves hopping planisphere(s).  I know you energy, this crescent dance, this invisible sensitivity—those pails by agony, those rails by foot pressure, this silent-vocal twig: if but to perish, laughing at insanities, while bolder this exchange by vultures: those moral grains, those gummy realities, this flexible enchantment: our days by oldness, our existence by youth, this disposed existence by both: our asthmatic spirits, our chameleon moments, or this thrill to sights prior to realizations: as women dying, or men subduing, to have this war betwixt primates and humans: this sakata indigenous, this Yolanda Tornado, this super intellectual therapist: as men for honesty, aside for clearance, to invest true thoughts void of elevation: as penguins moving, or emperors ruling, while fond this diamond of voices.  I know your thoughts, this wealth by suspicion, this phobia towards believing: as casual souls, this brain as nostrils, this counselor as feeling resistance: this place of see-through(s), or this river of psychotics, while holding certain principles dear to arcs: this linguistic iguana, this metaphysical gecko, where life was riveting before our genius sickness: this place as challenging, this tortoise examination, this choice of breads: our hard breathing, our apish instincts, if not for complaisant niceties: indeed, to pulling backwards, our silverback psychiatrists, our gorilla therapists: as but a soul, suspended in pains, stumbling for nibbling mental-grass: this fair exchange, this sauté’d grass.  I know your pain, as far from clairvoyance, while more to this station in time: our scientific glances, our religious suggestions, or our fumbling through historical facts: this length of time, those chimpanzee earlobes, this generation of fireflies: at burning hearts, or orangutan simplicity, to put life in a nutshell: this fair condition, this want for brightness, this need to suggest, I care!             
        

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