Thursday, September 8, 2016

Dynamics


What’s the substance of responses, as shredded in a blender, while the interviewer screams for conformity? Is it ever nuance, this social fire, bottled up in indirect substance? I, too, wonder about the interviewer. This absolute position, empowered by titles, this type of infallibility; and what about addiction, or profound insecurities, or a god complex? While we scrutinize, what ensures that we are seeing beyond self; what differentiates projection from profound insights? If an interviewee were to be provoked, but he responded with ease: Is he, hereby, exhibiting psychotic features; moreover, if we come to the interviewer with a problem: Does this problem become an absolute filter for all of our interactions? For example: if the interviewer deliberately sets out to provoke the interviewee, where the interviewee merely rolls her eyes: Does this prove as a deviant behavior; or is this considered a genuine response? I also need to ask: Are responses concrete indicators of a troubled mind; or are they merely signpost pointing to multiple avenues of investigation? I am searching for a backboard in a world of both abstract and concrete responses; where some behaviors are left undefined, while overt behaviors are screaming for diagnoses. It appears palpable that if the interviewee is screaming as does a maniac, that person is exhibiting a high level of irrational anger; but what if the interviewee merely leaves the room when provoked; or what if the interviewee changes the subject; or what if the interviewee is silent for a moment, and then presumes as if nothing has happened: Would these responses render the interviewee as manipulative, or even passively hostile; or would it be fair to assume that this person suffers from an inability to resolve conflict in a healthy fashion; moreover, if this proves to be the case: Is the interviewee exhibiting signs of one deemed as a psychopath; furthermore: At what point does the interviewer entertain the possibility that the interviewee may be responding to the interviewer instead of the treatment? We are with need to ask an obvious question: What is it that lives as a normal response; that is: If a particular response is deemed as normal: Is it because it favors the technique of a given enterprise, thereby, making the interviewer’s job easier? The statement becomes: Work with me, otherwise, be classified as something challenged socially. I haven’t found ease with this line of thought. It appears that both parties must harmonize in order that the interviewer is permitted to aid the interviewee; otherwise, the process merely becomes a case of the two beefing up evidence for a position that may have been structured in error.  

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