Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Altered

To watch for safety—that far gone, gnawing at a net; to sight appearance, for a mirror spoke—the tides of self-loathing; where tears broke muddy, knees to soil, pleading a petal. He’s bottled up, to escape in fragments, to return to feelings; in which was mercy, for an inner rebel, pitching for a cause; to find through streams, this song for humans, to wrestle depression. Something is

growling, this inward man, the company of sources—where terms are challenged, to venture a psyche, to return to a feeling; so therapy is validated, to perish in segments, to get in touch with a deeper self—despite the anguish, a process searching for clarity, to see more for muddy tears. Something is found, to feature an appetite, where self is uneasy; for there’s an edge, knitted to

trauma, to wonder of innocence; to see for broken, a fleet of decisions, searching for a fixture; that somebody—to right the wrongs, to tug us out of the muddy sea; such delusion, where one merely walks—a vessel to a pond. He’s filtering addictions, climbing gradually, peering at a mirror—to see it speak, the secrets of eternity, to know but a feeling; where he sees the force,

deep in another, to wonder of intentions; plus aloof, plus for different, to struggle with control. He scratches reality, to sit the discomfort—the years to churn souls; to need a voice, a meeting of minds, something that soars the depth; that sentence, which parts the chaos, to grant for comfort; else to perish, a daily carousel—to grip a cigar, plus the grapes. There’s a miracle, close to an

edge, we leap without caution; where this is life, a carrot on a cliff, to run as opposed to tiptoeing; plus the years, to seek for empathy, to see addendums; in which is madness, to seal a scar—where one appears. He courts for wisdom, buffing an inner mirror, mocked in his own mind; to see for gestures, the scope of winning, else they wouldn’t care; but this is illusion, to know another’s thoughts, to enter the art of seeing; where it’s often done, to trail insanity, to know what he knows—to flourish, but dearly unstable, to attempt to comeback—forever altered.    

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