Thursday, April 4, 2024

Musing Upon a Great Entity

 

I have no idea. Life is in motion. I fret feeling left behind. 

Making essence like scribes. Fiending in private. Nearly what seems stigmatized.

I impassioned an emotion; I felt drizzle, imprints, mind-paws.  I have come to terms with it: I do not know what love is in totality.  It seems like constant perfection to keep it; it seems crazy to lose it; it feels embarrassing to feel vulnerable. 

I ponder how two adore—such pangs, such depth of frustration. 

I’ll ever love her: such imperfect souls; it seems appropriate—as to invest in one—each breeze feeling like upheaval. 

Let others be what makes sense to them. 

I could not fathom such a sweeping. It was heart magic, mind mysticism. It trained pieces of the dying.  I keep asking my mirror: What is love?

I keep stumbling through answers. 

It seems undervalued. I desire such piety, indeed, a foolish need.  Hours over dreams. Skin sweat.

Such an amazing life: sunny days full of winter: autumn and foliage. 

  

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