By debt, determination, & dreams
—to imagine more thoughts, culture
made crosswise,
love demonstrates. Clumsy sentence,
more important content, lost, found,
abandoned.
Sick by illustration, wigging intuition,
flavor, flowers, & freezing.
To feel awakening, decode imagination,
to surrender intentionality.
Condemned for knowledge,
best to play guitar—as you—contained,
observant, grounded, giggling a little,
too modest to swear.
And yonder, to appear by senses,
a light in seas, too far for patience,
to admire a dream.
We should talk.
It will never occur.
I treat life like riddles. I find it has truth.
Unison anxiety:
your bones, my marrow, our trembling.
I became alert by adoring what
I couldn’t believe,
seduced, to garner satisfaction,
like asking for
darkness, to kiss a vision, with pain
watching.
I can’t be inside with a torch &
unable to speak in turn the map of
our cosmos.
Bending like roads, wiggling like
poodles,
seduced by an aura, sudden to
attempt
magic … notwithstanding what
hibernates,
arises quickly, suffering as
forbidden, avoided; sweet miracle
on high it hurts,
living is deliberate by faith. To
become wilderness, to request
eternity, to see it in eyes, to
remember, it shall not be.
