Monday, January 14, 2019

Housekeeping


…such relentless raindrops, such interior activity, such waning concerns: to listen softly, to ponder gentility, our courageous mornings: our candles burning, our souls thrust, our subtle, soft deaths: some are re-knitting, some seek chaos, some are too relaxed for motion: those green pastures, those remote meadows, at sudden such crowing: to sense thoughts, to realize something intuitive, at song, at sullenness, at Asia: such Artifice, reading through Descartes, even sluggish through a sentence: by zenith to earth, similar to something vacant, similar to something full: such devastation, realizing illustration, or environmental affectation: those silent rules, our angry souls, while unruliness possesses its encouragements: those rotating walls, or those gorgeous skies, fumbling through art: those wild brains, as quoting dates, with intricate nuances: bathing in literature, coined by reality, a bit surrounded with lonesome:

…this interior light, our evolving undercurrents, our ears heavy, our eyes relentless…!

…we embed feelings, we prod emotion, noisy about our quests: some join convents, some are immersed in life, while some are seeking Reality: our private thesis, our longing novels, at something detecting through senses: our definitions, our rummaged hearts, or such charm becoming offsetting: our future sages, our sound overseers, our shapeless shaped labor: sensing sadness, attempting to uproot sadness, to see it vamp into a casual smile: indeed, our in-house seconds, our outside storm, our index signs: at telephone brains, at mailbox guts, or circuits feeling familiar: such blasé feelings, or rich excitement, peering into something precious: as knowing her heart, or knowing his emotion, those tiny creatures: such symbol with dialogue, such terrific simplicity, such sword with nightmare:  

…to sigh gently, such acme frustration, while poised and unsighted: by negotiation, those interior proofs, such interior lockets: at logic for mankind, indeed, humankind, our airs clouding perception: such immortal seconds, such freedom to agree, as probability chances our interests:

I grapple with insistence—loosening feelings, while Love is reading through Joshua: such serious creatures, longing for triumphs, so delicate but resilient: our six sense, our third eye, our internal clock: those raving rainbows, those rotating revelries, our rational regions—as vigil souls, so close but unnoticed, such friendship believing in something skeptical: such fitful joys, or grading existence, or rearranging desks: this feng shui life, our midweek furniture, those African vases: this wintery thrall, this banshee wilderness, those reckless chains!

…we change batteries, we purchase passivity, or existence is filtered: through this or that, or something internal, to realize hours have passed unnoticed: or something sullen, medicinal sorrow, while warring those avenues to joy: our intake privileges, our outreach community, our trenchant religiosity: this filter through rain, this solemn expression, our medicinal monks: our axioms waning, for life is intricate, to feel comfortable with similar pain: as welted and doting, or flying casually, or a bit too sad: to exercise hurt, to ignite endorphins, or to cream a cup of existence: our aria lives, our moments with worries, while watchful enough to fathom: this interior valley, that swamp of marsh, or those anxious butterflies: at rich concerns, but unconcerned at seconds, where reality paints according to experience: those spiky roads, those concrete maps, as souls held by spellish creatures…!

Empty Space

    I’ve been in this space before—it seems natural, the affection of energies. Such interwoven moods, a series of underpinnings. A differen...