…softer
winds, and dying gently, accused of treachery: those beige screams, that dusky
voice, those internal draperies: our mental tapestries, our gray clouds, if but
to win while losing a dynasty: this small man, this large spirit, this daily
with fire: to court a miracle, to wait out debates, or wrangle about concerns:
those adolescent crushes, this thing about love, at skies listening to old
memories: at psychs confused, to explain our anguish, we die looking furious:
this dead man, this living soul, this bodily massacre: our purple shirts, our
winking blink-math, or a nonchalant hello: at graves mixed, at geometry seeking,
at wilderness reviving: this isolated soul, this father at prose, this night to
long passions: at granny praying, at aunt a bit desolate, at cousin a tear this
understanding: or old professors, at memory-banks, our glands pilfering
philosophies: or those tired nights, this nightsong, this nightingale: those
songbirds, this psych, as plaguing inner violins: to swing through traffic, to
pause on Imperial, or to visit my second home: those treasured thugs, this
gangster island, while smoke clouds our investments: this fragile sinner, this
sick but somber, or days walking through avenues: our Pasadena sights, our
Valley merry-go-rounds, while it felt good to adore something imaginary: if but
your eyes, to sense your guts, where love seems third base: as first we
dialogue, and second, we vet, and third, we come to terms…. I adore a myth, I love a swan, I chance a
miracle: this fuel in Jesus, this wrath in Christ, or this Jewish warzone:
those Cajun brows, this Cajun flame, those Cajun roots: to know inheritance, to
become human, to carry our parts: such chemistry words, such blue blazing
balloons, or pitted passions petrified: this black/white cable, this satisfied
and disturbed, this path mommy didn’t ponder: our fretted friends, our fair
fancies, or frigid farewells: to die this legacy, to impose upon cleverness, to
recruit our nightmares: as running forever, to return forever, at Negros
debating our intentions: this inner grandpa, this Rico Island, at Betsy relaxed
enough to exist: those rubric sentences, this inner ruler, this charming
professor: as giving little, filled with personality, or something quite
personal: but hell to science, and hell to lies, while we entertain our private
preferences: insomuch, a nightcall, at red galaxies, to dip fully afraid: those
churning corners, this Cornerstone, this rhine-creature: at daughters laughing,
at mother frowning, at stepfather high with appreciation: this granny
enterprise, pausing at Liquor Stores, at conversation with over sixty years:
those taupe appraisals, those otiose statements, or a clever sentence hitting
its mark: to float through traffic, stabbing through lanes, adrift and a bit
negotiated: to ponder a swan, those early years, while hating this deep
deception: to wonder about life, as living with decisions, while so heavy our
friends gossip: (but Love was sweet, even generous, but lonely and deeply cut:
this open wound, those failed friends, this hope to be accepted despite human
frailty: those cries, those acidic tears, this drip into existence: our first
this, our second that, as nothing is always bad: those father figures, that one
avenue, that man too much possession: but this belongs, and this must die, and
Love must confess: this coppice of animals, this wolverine mentality, this
lovely, dead, and regurgitated soul): if but our course, if but this moment, if
but our deep prayers: to go to Promise, to dwell in energies, to suffuse a
particular emotion: this vague language, this photic delight, those aphotic
night-hells: as father was lost, and mother was dedicated, and I couldn’t
accept certain destinies: this mannish passiveness, this king destroyer, at too
many years with non-resistance: this scheduled path, this Taoist Dream, but
reality causes for aggression: this minimalist excursion, those Buddhist Cries,
this Christian Mystic: or souls we can’t embrace, but filled with their
presence, where years multiply intensity: at manic memories, looking at
indifference, confirmed as one imbalanced: those tragic cures, those tragic
invoices, or our first letter to God.
Wednesday, January 30, 2019
Tragedy or Stillness or Both
…it
becomes life, staring, glaring, and filming inconsistencies: our big built
souls, our Serena stars, our Venus cries: at deep allure, at deep panic, attempting to satiate a giant: our gut wars,
our laughing intestines, our bowels gunning: our grandparents, that folksy
wisdom, those folksy graves: at particular thoughts, feeling balanced,
reviewing me heart: those classic,
solemn songs, at deep inconsistencies: our aches bleeding, our faces swollen,
our livers liquored: at crying frenzies, feeling resistant, or complicated, our
inner person fringing: (those wild souls, those terrific souls, at Love a
stranger to me guts: that broken
grin, those shaky fingers, those stinky toes): perfume to mane, powder to
privates, going through insecurities: this lively force, this power curse,
those ruby red eyes: our intoxication, our four hours, while rest seemed
inconsequential: our running guts, our fueled brains, at Love aching for a
stranger: those radical thoughts, our future selves, as if it comes this way…. …it seemed a thought, to become obsession,
to frighten something normal: our deep instincts, close to filthy palms, close
to closed eyes: to imagine difference, this delicate daisy, this delicate
machine: our fragile fragments, our fragile freezers, our fragile fences: at
color with pains, at Love reversed, to find Love as unattractive: denial,
negotiation, and acceptance: or trial, destiny, and conquering: those blue
ribs, those black dynasties, or this strange, odd community: this fragile
child, this awkward student, as considered a genius: our trippy head storms,
our algebra teachers, our destined for life professors: our nuns laughing, our
Jesus playing billiards, our Marvin Gaye’s praying: (at young instincts, this
old magician, giggling with a diamond rose: to have women, to desire one, to
crave insanity: Pantene and poses, this fear of damage, to desire a pristine
womb: at delicate souls, this man as floating, this grin as slipping):
otherwise, as perfect, those opaline features, those deep configurations: at
plain conversation, to shift suddenly, while Love thought of souls: this
blood/green stomach, those remote regions, to slip, dance, and feel
tragedy…. I loved music; I ate
romance; I pondered ways to make Love giggle: this old self, as now a lunatic,
asking too many questions: “Like Damn! we
need affection, we desire laughter, we want deep seated concentration”: this
inrush, this maniac lover, this crazed man: pulling for tugging, biting for
thrashing, or plain too sensitive: at gremlin appetites, to want more forever,
as something we can’t escape: that insane lover, those gnawing, scratching
instincts, while so tugged it’s hard to breathe: (at Love aching, at roses
nibbling, at salty flesh partaking: a silent scent, a silent waft, a talkative
lover: as quiet listens, as hushing yells, while too much seems to become
weird: this rolling curse, this generational woman, at literature to imagine
something so generous): at such burning, this heart-wave, this burgundy
diamond: driving in private, lost about us, remembering those years in high
school: that heart shaped derriere; those perfect sized breasts; those long,
exaggerated locks: to die with us, to need us, where we’re unequipped: this
symphony, this beige pain, this dirty orange horizon, this lost to dungeons: if
but a child, our wild cries, while true love makes us better: nonetheless,
such intense tugging, such elasticity, such dying to exist: those charms, or
sitting after exhaustion, while cushion gripped gently—that foolhearted rebuke,
this foolhearted woman, at tats and scars and deep vein wounds. Five Wounds, multiplied by five, this man
gunning: to revive in hell, to meet Mr. Satan, to wrestle and win gently: this
deep lose, this complicated attraction, this man’s personal problem: at mother
with fondness, at father one memory, to imagine how women stick it out: as
mother’s son, as father’s daughter, this wealth sick with psychoses: at mother
a stranger, to see her comatose, while barely a thought in her: to water eyes,
to side a sinner, to see something quite adorable: that first thought, that
ruby memory, while Love aches to Kill
Bill.
Tuesday, January 29, 2019
Experiential Embers
…by
sheer mercy, this power curse, and coerced to feel emotion: those lucent
movies, played in our minds, forced to see lights: those thin layers, our
polychromatic lives, while pouting becomes lethal: this unreachable tear, this
gagging, repulsed, and devastated creature: to read us, despise us, with anger
wrapped in corals: those mental trophies, this wife by merits, this tale by
Sheriffs: our itchy faces, our inflamed rashes, our achy, sore, and demanded
apologies: to cross vineyards, to placate our valleys, to disappear into a
public’s loudness: our typing anguish, our dazzling, homespun, sophisticated
roses: our pruned existence, as longing at points, or feeling complaisant: our
weeping complaints, our proud children, if but those souls: or mockingbirds, to
kill a pigeon, a bit askew but maintained: our eccentric daughters, our
women-crazed sons, at mothers discounting their evenings: our washed this, our
cooked that, plus, incessant housekeeping: as so included, this career driven
machine, this refulgent priest….
…we
perish fantasies, while interviewing sanity, baked and seared: this long chain,
those priceless links, as we grow into intimacies: our Joker demons, our deep
struggles, our Batman champions: those scarecrow images, our haunted beings, or plain disappointed in
something special: our winning positions, our flamboyant silence, our easy,
pained happiness: at vaults occasionally, at thumps sudden an evening, or so
charged it’s difficult to rest at stillness: those lustrous gestures, those
recriminating eyes, our patience doctoring our woes: that estate for few, while
waxing gently, at persons soft but incredible: this mixture of wisdom, this
self-feeling agent, attempting to capture our daily intestines: at black this,
or black that, while black is remarkable: this feudal machine, as tapered with
chimes, our moments meeting fireflies: those opalescent creatures, attempting
to jog imprints, attempting to tap into something familiar or latent, a dream
to a soldier, but tears for poets: our scenic prose, or psychological prose,
headed somewhere too frightening: those giving souls, as so adjusted, tugging
our humanity: our eggshells, opened with dignity, as we shed but knowingly….
…at
once, we appear, buffing our shadows: those haunting eyes, those sultry
dresses, or plain admiration: to meet by strangeness, to feel peculiar, to
possess some sort of kinship: this place in intuition, this old familiar
something, as we walk back into our boxes: at steel pushing, at gravel
debating, at oak resting our minds: those spaces, soon trespassed, while we
churn needing more: this thing in us, this clock abandoned, while something
tugs at indifference: our protective armor, this impassive reality, where we
desire to fly…our awakened moments, to glance with intensity, while neighboring
chatter dissipates: that compelling mist, those wafting aromas, this romance in
Gotham: if but to relax, if but to sing, our souls heavy with battles: those
higher instincts, this baffling occupation, our hearts rabid about such
stillness: as introverts running, or extroverts bicycling, or young souls
disrupted by silence: our troublesome feelings, our magazine empires, or
thoughts becoming pensive reality: as tension rises, or one visits, to thresh,
debate, and hack at depression: our longer days, our inner Holmes’, or
distressed about something minor: our pet-peeves, our dramatic libraries, our
trips seated in wilderness: those graces, those faith-cords, our moments to
effacing doubts: our sorrowing letters, while glory sung, to have for someone
feeling passion: this remote cuteness, this treasure as hidden, or so far
distracted it’s hard to feel intimate: those mundane rituals, while needing
adrenaline, while changing the faces of others: at plants and fire, at soil and
water, where true happiness is developed: those readymade packages, our longing
delights, while willing through teachings….
Monday, January 28, 2019
Own Self/Realize Principles
…our
excellent masks, our excellent recoveries, our excellent travesties…those
love-wounds, as full pledged participants, at jaded realities: our
mousse-faces, our inner tournaments, this tennis racket: at tyrannies
negotiating, while perusing reasons, if but for sanity: this prison in souls,
while experiencing luxuries, where existential dice plague our quarters: those
executive smiles, our cringing responses, our jealous estates: as needing
richness, as longing for character, plus, our cravings for celebrity: at all
night studies, reinventing skies, at excellent mathematics: our geometry grins,
our reality upon our flesh, or so disguised no-one sensed it coming: at fields
with shovels, destined to build, but soil is overly soggy: our caves in Spain,
our dreams in Europe, our genetics linked in Africa: this daily bypass, this
interior unmentioned, while we must find something to believe in: this niche
with antiques, this recited encyclopedia, or this memory for literary
art-pieces: this song in architecture, this study by landscapes, or such feral
passion engrossing souls…. …such
silky mud, such silky feelings, where rain becomes intimate: those long hated
lovers, to have explained life, while many are skeptical: applying mallets to
ink, erasers to space, while failing to examine inventory: those
preconventional years, longing for something legible, or postconventional habits:
at guilt with pains, at initiatives in vain, at both industry and
inferiority—speeding through intimacies, racing through challenges, with little
recognition: this mirror concerning rules, this thing we see vaguely, while
many are unable to articulate moral values: at minimal, we obey, at maximum, we
understand why we must obey: but sermons aside, and life to wings, involved
deeply in epistemology: this sin concerning certitude, this harvested moon,
this skeptical plate of lasagna: our sauce with breads, our noodles with meats,
our seasoning as main ingredients: our hundred dollar lights, our filled tanks,
our revving hearts: to dissect lettuce, to renegotiate tenets, at precepts with
forks and knives: this gut war, this suffocation, those revised blueprints: at
thoughts dependent, at studies independently, while seeking comfort in an
agreeing nod: indeed, with eternity ahead, and racing closer, we examine a heap
of internal luggage…. …those
screaming walls, this talkative ceiling, so successful, so stagnated: those
buildings seeming immortal, this questionable despair, our minds running
avoiding havens: this need for stimulation, those few held friends, and
parents, if living with privileges—this inner dynamic, cleaving to speech
properties, or listening for improper phrases: this essence concerning life, our
departed grandparents, to sense certain edification: while why lingers, this rough root, to realize the why behind our behaviors: a man as womanizer, touched by failed
relations, struggling with identifying a woman’s dignity: or a promiscuous
flirt, unidentified by father, stressing to overcome another encounter: this
pain with life, acting unbeknownst to self, while longing for answers: it
becomes a riddle with time, or studied by determination, to articulate the why behind our actions: those sullen
states, while filled with answers, where remnants spent too many years in our
basins: as changing chemistry, altering thoughts, and becoming a part of our
existence…. …at memory in-succinct,
at development sort of fuzzy, at tender ages sensing myself: those confusing
roles, our deeper influences, our struggle with this spacial identification: at
walls listening, at shores pitching soul, at reality needing a firmer grip: at
thesis and guts, at mechanical reactions, realizing something is mingling: this
fence with poles, this water with mud, or this person with persons….
Sunday, January 27, 2019
Journal Entry
…such
tender mayflowers, such rich pollen, at midday cancelled and debated: our
fluttering drums, our silk sullen skin, our territorial sockets: as pulled,
needy, and isolated: or yanked, controlled, and feeling loved: this intimate
empire, this crushing reality, while molded for counseled: our furious dreams,
our furious canvas, so many paints—as fire eyes, alive and dazzled, or running
for frightened: those aesthetic weeds, those aesthetic vines, our tiles dancing
with shadows: to imagine our absence, an unseen table, while pleading
existence: as perception is existence, while conceit is pride, or unsighted
leads to non-existence: our film by whispers, our souls by impunity, our
cymbals by symphony: as mere mortals, or Socratic inquisitors, appealing to
particular methods…. I fumble often,
permitted to struggle, obliged to feel: at incredible curtains, unveiling
pieces, and distinguishing puzzles: this shrubbery maze, this internal
vineyard, those blurry paths: if but by name, to retrieve a fountain, to re-mix
Eternity: this Paradise, this cooling water, at tyranny and pride: those few
misfits, as we frown with dignity, where one was struck by compassion: our
executive office, our executive feelings, while a hint seeks approval: to hear
mother’s voice, to sense father watching, to seek by thought and find a raft:
this fumble with time, this lime/purple horizon, our naïve natures scrambling
to find family: our biggest goal, our lively aches, our treasured concerns. …as mainly an entry, as seeking for
finish-lines, to reestablish jubilee—or gunning art, or abandoned to stage-life,
or soot to soul and dusting plates: such resistance, our rebuilt engines, as
revving through capital islands: this tugging insistence, this planetarium
heat, where many are examining mirrors: to buff faces, to buffer ideals, to
re-support an old challenge: these realities with time, this clock as mental,
our reality by aging: those wiser souls, those young sages, while running into
resistance: if built we live, if rebuilt we’ve died, indeed, a whiff of heaven’s
solace….
I
sense something, this place in chimes, this persistent reach: as moving in
sequences, shadowed by emotion, our interpretation, therefrom: such quick
dismissal, such lightning eye-sockets, at peace with questionable behavior: or
rebooted souls, churning through deserts, so emphatic to see: as engines
sparked, or transmitters digitized, at something too crazed for silence: this
kick-start fire, this art mural, this returning image: as good at times, while
purchased by integrity, to differentiate right from wrong: this tugging
current, those crystallized meanings, or this chase for adrenaline: at sluggish
disaster, or something cavy, to appear to self seated upon a couch: our
midnight mornings, our midday darkness, while redeemed and seriously at battle.
Saturday, January 26, 2019
Dungeons & Freedom
…this
day to cries, as lost but revived, as sluggish but mobile: our empire minds,
those by luggage, attempting pure balance: such moody shadows, such
confrontation, such deliberate appeasement: this cold feeling, this noisy box,
attempting pure balance: at public countries, at public art, noted as one with
imbalance: this chattering symbol, those demanding lights, our glasses fogged
by facts: at preparative winds, pulled and tugged, while conformed by childhood
trauma: this cryptic cycle, or repulsive chimes, while another is studying
responses: at moons speculating, at axioms deliberating, such lively maxims:
while taking courage, this itch to shutdown, where one self-motivates: as torn
creatures, battling ventriloquists, or reapplied nightmares: to cushion
something growing, to have setbacks, to play our trombone…. I know pressure, this intimate presence,
walking through valleys: to sense shadows, even three or four, while forced to
shift towards one: our winded mountains, our gardened molehills, or our souls
deliberating: this shift in time, this sudden feeling, such regurgitated
remorse: where thoughts dine, our tuna with salad, our juice with lemonade:
this fragmented picture, wrestling against desires, while needing distraction: such
by sunrise, this inner instrument, this caged countenance: at structure and
breath, at subtle heaviness, or something believing in tears: our college
courses, our classroom peers, or those days to figuring that many are without
guidance: our purposed tutors, our spiritual intakes, our booklet mentors: as
creatures gnawing, searching for abbreviations, or reduced to acronyms: those
relearned habits, those readjusted realities, or so close it begins to run. …at motion with harpoons, tugging at iron,
divested of normality: those chasing feelings, this intimate edge, those few
with stock in our lives: such beautiful souls, asking pertinent questions, while
supplying a different perspective: but easiness isn’t easy, while love
withstands its nature, where many suggestions irritate: this fortunate man,
this fortunate reality, while we wonder about others: those perfect outfits, or
perfect makeup, or that perfect suit: our watered minds, flushed by others,
where thoughts reward feelings: or emotion lingers, atypical sadness, while
souls are too observant: aligned in pure thought, or hard-earned balance, while
feeling perspective slipping: this inner drilling, this constant shifting,
while readjusting something seeming inconsequential: our math with instructors,
our part-way physics, at something mainly in our brains: such soft overcast,
such heatless climate, or wrestling some internal habit: if but to fly, as
gentle souls, our minds would create perspectives….
I
lost something, this carefree examiner, thoughts became matter: this deep
reality, this deeper perspective, this revised pursuit of love: to need
qualifications, while requiring something lighthearted, or something so
trenchant we reappear: that heightened self, our localized hearts, while
flushed by irritations: to shift in mid-motion, to go from angry to
sentimental, or so charged it felt life to grow nearness: this place in time,
this music in roses, or this symphony in pure dialogue: as rarely something
mythical, but ever something mystical, while tugged by former magic: our minds
computing, our spirit-computer verifying, our pauses seeming sufficient: if but
with life, this song made successful, our media proffering diamonds: those few
mentors, those few demands, where reality seems artificial: such relative
thought, such deep irritation, where we sense something moving by anxiety:
those inner microphones, this long advised feeling, at something so intricate we
carry it for days.
Thursday, January 24, 2019
Ink & Boxes
…acres
of pride, dedicated to winning, up against opposition: as destined to fail, or
outwit fatalities, as cultured and moving: those blue eyes, destined for
winning, those brown boxes: to die forever, looking for palms, and lifted by
something internal: such plight and blight, such terror and solace, at
something irregular: those aesthetics, this chiming miracle, our destined guts:
at Love with patience, at life with patience, while losing patience: this
swallowed camel, this flippant gnat, our filthy, rubescent cups: if but those
charms, if but our chambers, such ink-stained note-lives: this paradox, this
living curse, to wander this vineyard: our grapes and wines, our cheeses and
crackers, filled with such contempt: our solar attraction, this velvet green
turmoil, to realize something disdained is something tolerable: such sweet
radiance, such fluid internals, to touch as born to die: at rivers dreaming, at
Love aching, if but one death this sweet aroma: such lunar insanity, to blame
it upon something, to reinvent a particular wheel: those damning conversations,
or this impeachment, stenciled as a passing vision: to adore you, to die in
you, to lay claims to you: something exclusive, carrying depth, while Love was
reborn: this happy face, this glowing empire, this winning dynasty: our
soul-child, our memorable collage, our chiseled encyclopedia: our choice words,
our laughing revivals, our etching into feelings: this flicker fire, this deep
sire, or aborted for dusted laughing at orgasms: indeed, so sick with it, this
maniac lover, this tire rolling down Crenshaw: this lady in traffic, those
nights before, while some watch in pure envy: that first blast, that second
drink, or this veteran loyalty: as killing this child, to arise this man, where
Love is intimidating. …those blood
diamonds, this Penny & Brain, this Inspector
Gadget—at cartoons thinking, at children looking at responses, at daughter
filled with this dreaded fear: to die his guts, to restrict his guts, while
Love has watched for over a decade: this one that was, this one that dies, this
woman too afraid to fail: our bowels needing freedom, our freedom needing
chains, where mother died alone: at voiceprints, or abstract admiration, to
have met you ten years prior: his woman laughing, his woman giggling, while men
watch needing cultivation: this constant war, this moral soul, those deep
anxieties: to cut loose, to retract, to redeem a slew of unethical ethics: this
flying kite, this floating father, to have lost more than containable: if but a
ghost, flights to success, this fire at brains: those hearts, Love, this flame,
Love, while I thought to a sudden miracle: this Christian empire, this biblical
hour-dance, while cut for ruined and bleeding acid…. …are we there, watching mudslides, and
nibbling inconsistencies: this fool with beasts, this lyric with Precious, this
maniac lover: to choke and die, to pull and yank, to ask a dozen questions:
indeed, mother’s son, father’s name, and running chaos: this basin with tears,
this windowpane exploration, those butterflies laying stillness: this daughter
at sunrise, this daughter I forsook, this daughter we need: as gunning through
traffic, this deep chameleon, while changing at every light: in tragic gains,
while tragic was fair, to emit a certain essence: this arrow running, this
cupid laughing, at psych with trepidation: but hell to reason, and hell to
facts, I needed more guts: this flight with police, this run through ghettoes,
leaping for jumping a fifty dollar bill: to erase privilege, to sip remorse, at
money with something dying: this large bill, this throw with dice, to hit and
get rabid…. I met my face, I tore
ambition, I shed inhibition—this fool with it, this manic nightmare, this full
pledged conservative: this contradiction, this loud music, this interior Sade:
as swinging to Malibu, or trespassing Newport, while headed to Watts: as livid
a curse, and losing friends, to renegotiate with this inner leprechaun: those
towers, this watchful brother, as unknown and tailgating: this rearview, this
night-balance, this last glass: at Love observing, to imagine her husband, as
Love saw, sought, and developed Eternity!
Storage Boxes
It
becomes tiring, such endless battles, such irrationality: to imagine this
world, as designed to fawn, where one is free to do anything: this unlikely
agenda, this feudal domain, this resistant society: as men destroyed, as
fathers dismayed, at something destructive: those private blue tears, our
mental carnivals, our wheels churning: to perish insults, to behave with
sameness, to ostracize those that know: so embarrassed; so ashamed; but
refusing hard-won changes: but this is existence, our whiny objections, where
color is forced to survive: this small matter, such grievous indifference,
where many have traded culture for external serenity: this small vexation, our
flexible agendas, while anger simmers into a tumor. We chew discomfort—We gnaw upon damages—We
fret while integrity is pilfered: (but
yours is different; this planet of possibilities; or this war against homespun
truisms—as young fires, thrown into reality, acknowledged as a contradiction:
such pride in something foreign, such pride in something dismissive, while
others are concerned about your disposition: to sense disjunction, to rethink
axioms, to become something enjoying your heritage: as media appoints passion,
while cameras sit in our living quarters, where slight damages are tugged
snuggly behind curtains: this fortune in homes, to possess destructive chaos,
while nudging others to pay less attention: our dyed vests, our dyed brains,
our eager activity: to work against morals, to disvalue ethics, while pointing
towards carte blanche: to churn souls, to damage souls, to run while laughing
in tears: such sickness, where others are demonized, while father is oblivious:
such stressed behavior, at tender concerns, to review this merry-go-round:
those same infractions, those similar mirrors, while everyone else is
demented): heretofore, this depressed state of affairs, this imperfect
reality, our deep frustration: as flustered fires, formed in a beast’s belly,
or this attitudinal bestiality: to dislike reflection, to chime, pay bills, and
demand blind horizons: this daily fear, while building ladders, where each step
is a photograph: our souls forked, our brains spooned, our butter knives dull:
as winded creatures, screaming at flying birds, somewhere at a Wilshire
Hospital: as strapped for dangerous, as drugged for freedom, singing farewell
to friendly distrusts: therewith, this angry soul, ignoring counsel, for nobody
fathoms pure viciousness. …such
rants, such absolute nonsense, such reason to dig deeper: this pregnant hatred,
this raging lieutenant, where others agree with said behavior: our bodies
decaying, our minds shifting through seas, our souls regurgitating established
behaviors: as trying harder, but something is pressing, where we utter, Incorrigible: such damages bleeding, our
carpet testifying, our walls winking at pain: this inner phone, this guilty
indulgence, as tugged but desperate to repeat familiar practices: our eyes
growing, our faces narrowing, our battles becoming mirror-based: such rich
silence, so immersed contention, such adamant positions: our smiles for rent,
our happiness gambled, our thrills in something that brings paradox: (or subtle a creature, such Church
Existentialism, bleeding axioms, rebuilding daily: those refined habits, our
Lord’s Hearth, this internal Furnace: running for mad, at feelings at flights,
living by chemistry: this deep imbalance, by a balanced soul, while repeating
contradiction to those moving winds: to love at this time, while distraught at
those times, to ground in color while compassionate towards others: this sad
person, or this elated disaster, while holding that children are ahead through
travesty: this controversial, for some utterly perish, while others become a
bit too witty): those private realities, this private valley, made privy to
something underrated: at pragmatic lenses, relying upon something eschewed,
where innocence is underprivileged, while cleverness is esteemed, where reality
requires both: hitherto, this deep trench, this leaking faucet, this retiled
roof: to request our souls, while souls have become forfeited, where we ask of
others those things they can’t give!
Wednesday, January 23, 2019
Let it be Gentle
…amidst
a crowd, an Invisible Man, staring,
plotting and fighting proclivity: such medium magic, such Danish Laws, such
draconian warfare: our vampire instincts, gnawing for cleaving, trapped in this
body: our rewards, our women, as sung an old tangle: those webs, this future,
this Irish Gin: as sinning Satan, as loving Jesus, as trusted to fail: this
mental easiness, this mental shallowness, this psych to brains: this feminine
hygiene, this sad river, this Buddhist Colony: our daughter’s cries, our son’s
anger, as afforded one last death: our mythology, our ontology, our dreams
convoluted: this bass line, this rhythm, our interior cadence: if but to love
you, if but to adore you, if but to lose you: this film replaying, this thought
rethinking, this gut rewound: at Ray’s Creek, stumbling through ghettoes, so
manic an audience is glaring: those terrific, demonic, angry eyes: that
intention for violence, or seated closely sensing an absence: this hollow,
hallowed spirit—this full pledged robot, or this sad, dejected infantile: as
purely absurd, protecting secrets, or coddling a woman’s ego: our last thrust,
our first departure, at closed eyes praying with prosaic(s): as but a seed, our
father’s matrimony, our jasper, red/green diamonds: to perish daily, to St.
Paul this gurney, or beheaded for preaching something foreign: at inclusive
rites, at deep distress, while carrying boulders: such uphill violence, such
determination, and here Love came to journey this Cross: at lagoons with ducks,
at squirrels and nonsense, at beavers laughing at queen Delight: our tears,
Love, our dreams, Love, our potential to devastate, Love: if but a scream, to
shatter a mirror, to feel as spirit pops….
…this facial
element, this heart element, this man so fragmented: those parts to Precious,
this death to God, as one elevated to penetrate devils: our darker cousins,
this man I met, this stance as pure realization: to dip with Jesus, to blaze with
Jesus, to dread-out and disappear in Jesus: this fool by clocks, this day so
uneasy, this night with churns and turns and soulquake realities: this heavy
feeling, this damn guitar, as one unable to jam: our consecration, this Hebrew
Alphabet, our silent volume: sipping and trying, sleeping while awake, stranded
with alibis: this inner rebuke, this jettison feeling, while emotion laughs:
this soft music, this soft damsel, this inner sylph—as walking brains, this
topaz excitement, to touch as born by virginity: this Mother Mary, to know for
parts, to arise and scream, It’s your
time: thither, this liver, thither, this base, and thither, this
gut-violin: those enchanted phones, this cellar by midnight, a car load of
terrible youngsters: this mailbox agenda, this government war-care, or this
blatant attack upon Mexican America: at easy silence, at pure rage, while attitudes
come through by cultures: this interaction, this song maniac, this foolish
addict: to rant and rave, as mother knew science, to thrust and tug and ruin
resurrection: this monster pushing, this calm disposition, this eyesight
reality: to chance eternity, at this Jewish liner, while paranoid afore a group
of Arabs: our sad reality, our body bombs, or this curious and delighed and
overwhelmed sylph: those blue/green eyes, this beige particle, to pull so far
back Love is at wonders: our concerned postmen, our infuriated postwomen, or
this lantern with barely enough oil for morning light: our loaves sufficient,
our importunity scattered, our dreams, Love, our bowels, Love, or this mystery
popping into pianos…. I know writing, and this isn’t it,
for those concerned about humility: this rushing element, this inrush of
personalities, to blend midday a thought to this reality: those arms, those
dreams, this screaming internally: at something messed-up, this bless-ed-curse,
while Love is wondering about agonies: this
long range attire, our jeans with spunk, or this damned introject: to realize
trauma, a vein to a toe, or this line to infinity: at bruised intellect,
pushing daily, as but a charm-bracelet—those remarkable lines, that beaming
forehead, those threads locking his insanity: that reaching hair, that subtle
perfume, our screams and visions and such that just couldn’t cum: indeed, a bit
risqué, at interior séance, or running for late to this performing rendezvous:
our screams by passion, this canvas so Locke, at empirical data realizing it
lacks humanity.
Africa Ink
…by
truths this sun, by lives our gun, at psychiatry like adolescence: our freaked
mothers, our fragile fathers, looking into dynasties: this bad soul, this good
soul, this in-between blackness: this quadroon, this burgundy ton, alive and
damn near deceased: those terrific eyes, that long neck, our dinner with
mushrooms: this fabulous life, this fabulous contradiction, this fabulous kiss:
at Love lying, at aunty too reserved, at Lords speaking with laities: this
tragic curse, this fabulous curse, as built something dying: this raving man,
this rant and ruckus, those sickly psychotic doctors: this trust fire, if but
to live, while taken with such disregard: our courage raging, our brains as
diamonds, our images burning: this well disgraced, this face with beauty, this
body its language: to form logic, to rebuke logic, if but a second this
heartless ass existence: thereto, this gorgeous African, this sexual Latin, or
this pensive European: as Austria gunning, to hit life, with a coin filled with
rhinestones: this money frenzy, those electric guitars, at ankles yanking away
chains: those blood/blue damages, this field of alimonies, or this sexy Asian
lawyer: to fret his brains, while pimps push puzzles, this deep contempt: at
Sufi magnets, this air dervish, our Muslims winning: to die with Love, these
heavy eyes, our gardener on vacation: to prune this rose, to grip this feeling,
to wipe eyes, type, and remember errors: if but to relive, if but to revive, if
but that runaway self: as much has died, and much has resurrected, plus, this
man old with years: to dance with venom, this anger thing, if but to resist
this dying thing….
I
casual us, I die in us, I live through us: as never this love, as never this
inclination, while slipping into liquor: this gunning fever, this heated
mentality, to realize bull-crap: but Love was sexy, and Love was aggressive,
and Love looked upon with essence disdain: this fool with memories, to live in
islands, while mania was afraid: this heavenly curse, this irruption in time,
where stress is deeper than oceans: our dreads testifying, our hairdressers
screaming, our business women happy to engage: at millennia damages, at tents
and huts, at guts and ruins: to evolve with passion, to climb through Asia, to
arrive through Africa.
…watery
eyes, wailing lungs, floors and pounding: this small frame, this lovely person,
while too hurt to hug daughters: our brains, Son, our guts, Son, filmed and
delivered: if but with hell, if but this demon, as God was Satan’s Father: to
go so deeply, to weep with Jesus, while evolved a bit beyond normal: to imagine
repentance, this casual affair, mostly for humans: (our terrified hearts, our terrified logic, where it felt good to imagine:
this gymnastic maniac, those poles with essence, this ring with remission: as
Love dies, as Love revives, as Love sacrifices): this cozy death, while
left alone, where he visits if but by demands…. …in truth, it was very nice, but inferno
is raging: to want this soul, while needing to leave this soul, where our souls
are so cold: this freezer mentality, this warm pomegranate, or peaches speaking
at idiosyncrasies—while death was lovely, and death wrote prose, and death
evaluated poetry: those cinema eyes, this daughter’s intestines, this person so
destined: if but to fly, peering into gentility, while brains gush into
skies…. …our hurts at motion, our
drills falling short, our workouts spacing into torments: this mother love,
this father grain, our stepfathers losing appreciation: if but for sanity, if
but for secrets, a soul forced to eat humility: at sullen collars, as destined
for passion, at slumber wrestling dreams: yanking this necktie, adorning this
teardrop, at something deeper than kitsch: so freaking numb, falling to floors,
and gripping carpet: thitherto, this reborn monster, fueled by hatred, but
loving through compassion: such contradiction, such rabid paradox, while
nibbling droplets of terror….
Petal Feather
I
suggest passion, or laughing agony, given three dances: I suggest life,
melancholia, and joy: this moving planet, our mica ritual, our gorilla hearts:
as mere lads, sipping raw liquor, filming an interior death: those stressors,
or candent concerns, as so many contested: heretofore, our guts rumbling, our
stomachs aching, our souls, immaterial forces: such knowledge, banded from
society, discussing weekly gossip: our children watching, where time is sudden,
our wings nailed to pavement: such deadly lights, or common palaver, at purple
passions: our swanic arms, our cagy charms, a bit taken by fancies. (…as so by death, this resurrection, at
thoughts concerning your mind: this tale for games, this board as social, our
interaction as timid: such fragments, such nooses, at this snail’s pace: our
inner turtles, running against bunnies, or floored by inhibition: this rabid
creature, our needs for stiffness, indeed, our needs for angelica: this fragile
monster, this attitudinal machine, while sickness finds it demanding: at God
listening, even something silent, while sudden upon meditative: such cold
exterior, protecting a fretted arc, where reality seems quite indifferent: unnecessary
this, unnecessary that, while unnecessary is quite attractive: this soul with
dungeons, this daughter our age, this feud causing damages: as to ignore
plight, or to demand normality, where some are just watching: incumbent
neglect, and we impeach kings, handing our violence over to women: this man so
big, this man so small, and never to realization….). I’m unshod today, a bit low and
thoughtful, where we wander this atypical energy: those gallant souls, so
charged by existence, as dear extroverts: or this inverted, silent soul, so
captured it hurts, where Love might satiate our mental requirements: our
stirred bellies, our stirred charms, our vocal indifferences: a fortune to
some, a nuisance to others, as likewise, a curse to blessings: this mystical
myth, this loser winning, or our winnings floundered: this attractive
countenance, this mellow maniac, at such glory living as a fire: such
glistening lights, such inner baptism, or such Masonry majesty: as tethered
souls, running for restricted, to need Love if but for growth: this pained
episodic, our stoic emotion, at ascetic envelopes.
…it’s
been some time, longing and listening, infused by contradiction: to try softly,
this age of fast sex, this dance for rarely a night: such random chaos, such
late redemption, such gesture by indecisiveness: or foibles yearning, our days
something there, as right beneath its surface: such mishap wine, such as losing
big, as everything against us is bad: such pigmentation, such deep denial,
while feigning this balanced plateau: our moving brains, our sunlit souls, at
terror with easiness: as conditioned early, this thing concerning normal, while
stressed for abandoned: where few are listening, or required in earnest, this
place worthy of attention….
…those sky-clad
whispers, those trenchant brown souls, as multiplied in quadroons: this
terrible inversion, by something so dear, as would to life a certain
insecurity: those candent drums, those tribal instincts, those haunted coffins: at myriad
valleys, formed in beasts, living for something indistinct: at tales and souls,
or wandering dilemmas, or plain relaxed and at existence: this likely charm,
those unlikely faces, while chased seated in stillness: that penchant for
novels, or chance by interior, to float scribbling a few internal lines: as
mere spirits, or phantom ghosts, hailed by winds: indeed, this carnival
warfare, this tale by innocence, as many are intimate with details: to listen
and nod, to knock a knotted fable, as one kicking air: as imagined mindstates,
to sense something deeper, where we believe in feeling good: those recesses,
this beating lump, our agonies concerning with pictures: but little to life,
while constructing images, where we desire perfection: this contraction, this
failed enterprise, where behavior is assessed based upon its reflection....
Tuesday, January 22, 2019
Building Against Deserts
…it
becomes stress, this galaxy of obligations, our hard-won futures: this galaxy
of angst, those silent seconds, at needs proving our souls: those tender
petals, those velvety leaves, this life of prose: our delicate/fragile dreams,
screaming while kicking, easily vanished: this planet of visions, those fuming
regards, peering at something intricate: this maze of valleys, this cave of
demands, where life meets determination….
…those unspoken flutters, those jasper feelings, upon a jasmine rose:
those concrete ideals, vanished by abstract realities, while fishing for solid
footing: at memories with thoughts, this interior whirling, leaning into vipers:
our seeking minds, to witness dynamics, if but to harness those dreams…. I wrestle gently—this spacecraft
furniture, this in-between spacial: such pushy particles, even thought-matter,
fueled by genetic splices: running with scissors, addressing this laundry
center, seated upon eruption: as someone smart, or something cautious, or
someone guided: those flesh eaters, situated in brains, with secular demands:
or disappearing, into this private lagoon, bathing in algae: alike to vacation,
alike to running fast, alike to returning quicker: this planet of dynamite, our
luxuries with addendums, our souls inculcated: this slow process, this
involuntary process, where suddenly we feel jaded: our tender objectives, our
works in season, our minds by irrationalities.
…this
inner film crew, distressing photographs, at bridges looking to cross: our
battles with instincts, those open characters, this watching for flowers: to
witness budding, to harvest existence, to love and laugh and play and perish—as
frolicking warriors, if but this scream, where life has met with happiness:
this space in parts, our mind’s realities, while so close we fail to see: even
at arts, missing pieces, and never quite certain of intention: those floating
mirages, this sky-caricature, or this multiplicity of sources: to settle here,
while she settles there, both arguing over similar substances: if but those
wings, to arrive in that Kingdom, while fretted by happiness: this slight
insight, as familiarity is troublesome, where we seek different intensities:
this soul to silence, this world to religiosities, and our minds to indexes….
…becoming
sentience, living in awareness, as it becomes its seeker: cleansing our wells,
excavating our planets, arranging our coppice: or standing courts, afore
caprice, laughing ironically: these small things, this trenchant reserve, this
electrical reservoir: to possess indigo, or melancholia, or some variance of
rich deepness: as souls charged, reaching heights, to happen upon a reflexive
examination: our personalities, if but chance we see, at something alarming:
those flailing thoughts, our extra weight, or our metaphorical diets: this
cycle by life, our rubric sensations, if but to purchase by sentimentalities….
…it
becomes our mirror, this thought-reflector, this piece of us speaking
gibberish: if but our souls, so entrenched, and so at vulnerability: if but
such trust, while too close for private breaths, while too alive to bleed
injustice: this archaic sword, this human need, while too shallow to escape
mirrors: our blended essence, our simultaneous hearts, our cages seeming like
freedom: our watered seeds, our tilled soil, our mental orchard: as souls
running freely, or souls engrossed, to attack elements with vengeance: our arts
with examination, our keen intellects, our glances signifying motion: as
needing existence, if but those smiles, if but our resilience: while freed by
love, or uncaged by emotion, while singing to seas: that fragile sea-monster,
this gila friend, our stems streaming across mountains: this desert-us, this
flaming exchange, our rooted souls….
Monday, January 21, 2019
Between Mirrors
I see
you, this feral invert, those wild wings: our disgraced image, our prideful
hearts, our redeemed cultures: this promise in time, those mental fens, our
delicate thoughts—as men running, our women churning, our seconds flushed by
joy: to live by dying, to die by living, or so content deaths are swarming: at
refined chatter, over China teas, enveloped in ambiguity: those gorgeous
curvatures, our restricted ladders, at terrors concerning something intimate:
our motion brains, those motion images, our molten lava: to sip remarkable,
those rare creatures, while pitching arrows at mediocrity: this fair creation,
this minor fact, while a bit trepid: if but our souls, fleeing their cages, our
balance would run haywire: if but our minds, at every joy, our bodies would
decay: but this is life, an instance of reality, an impetuous mentor: to sense
something delicate, this business attire, our robotic approaches: to see you,
flying gently, while filled with expectations: those angry legs, those violent
arms, or that sky-neck—at vetted consistencies, or an unvetted animal, where
angst forms its hive. I hear you,
this cautious, overworked ingredient: those long hours, those chilled wines,
your morning toffee: at deeper thoughts, at crispy yearnings, while so close to
existence: that partial friend, those partial realities, our hope exhausted
mirrors: but some are mystic, even livid existence, at life with both spoon and
fork: those intimate discussions, outwitting fate, while creating legacies: at
converse with life, debating happenstance, and overwhelming existence: those
rare inventions, this rare reality, while soaring into war-spaces: indeed, an
inner essence, wrangling over magic, tempered for success: Olympian ankles,
mud-ridden, rusty toes, and tattooed calves: this place in Eternity, those
songs so emphatic, our resurrection with contempt. …we would to chance, this life of roses,
this internal clock: our misled souls, churning courageously, while buffing
binoculars: this space in passion, those clashing appetites, while requesting
nothing less: our innovation, our excited presence, those undulations: as
fluttering deliveries, our nervous voices, our waltzing charms: as pulled into
life, while at tetras with life, so invested in existence: as living
proposition, an internal thermometer, running into passion: or aloof and
tugging, yanking at pride, falsely reserved: at souls this region, at something
for adults, while feeling young: our purple clouds, our enveloped worlds, our
taupe and black branches….
…mental
taekwondo, or, namely, a curse, where time stands at your stepstool: this
marvelous curse, this trenchant brush, or this comb for existence: our
remarkable feelings, our wrenching hunches, to relax something pensive: at
Marshal Arts, this intellect movie, our interior cinema: that clear face, our
Neutrogena, our inside-out skin: this familiar space, where exterior is
demanding, while internal clocks are at peace: this year to silence, this
gentle, vicious, outlandish creature: to sin willfully, to repent deliberately,
to turn, churn and demand something breathing: our forces at memories, our
dance with music, at something feeling familiar: those cozy grins, where art
has become symphony: that luggage unpacking, this space healing, if but
eternity this lock: but more to seeing, this vixen in chime, while removed from
existence….
Sunday, January 20, 2019
Half Face/Half Mirror
…gentle
at parts, half a mirror, half a face: this chase so gray, those skies our
image, our gravel relentless: to rebirth silence, figuring religiosity,
decoding perception: our travel hearts, our deep cravings, while living
disorder: or wrestling fire, smoldering gently, at eyes so emphatic: those
needs speaking, to attain those needs, followed by deeper needs: as never
enough, as rarely enough, while captured by gentility: to need an animal, while
frightened of animals, or so many court secrets: to talk life, to give life,
while controlling life: this death light, those fretted parrots, those runaway
cheetahs: our leopard instincts, chasing for gunning, thrust by existence: our
cavalier station, where birds are messengers, at half a face, at half a
mirror….
…or
suffering insistence, while pillaged mentally, at something hooking
persistence: this chained silence, or sensing discord, while ignoring nudges:
those half smiles, that half mirror, this half face: wondering consistently, to
realize such conception, at deep realization: this creature, so small so
precious, so capable—those dark blues, this infant curse, while raging into
forests’ audience: as saving souls, or capturing souls, for she looked so
sullen: indeed, a told saga, a dreamy bride, where introduction frightened
mother: so gentle, so vicious, so meditated: if but more flowers, if but more
money, if but our separation: a rasp to thinking, a mirror to mirrors, at
churning faces: or cruel skies, or artifice spirits, where decency is
impartial….
…so
statuesque, vying for attention, while something is given: our studded shame,
or pure wildfire, relaxed in something unpleasant: apologetic disruption, dying
matter, or inanimate breaths: feeling outfoxed, looking to dungeons, our tents
our roofs: this kernel nudging, this woman so delicate, our mud seeming like
reality: at half a face, at cloudy mirrors, or rusted arcs: such a blessing, if
but gentility, if but something at eyes: those mementoes, reminding our guts,
while pilfering through cedarchests: those small hurdles, or steep hurdles, our
legs climbing insanity: where something smiles, our broken skies, our terror movie….
I
laugh in dungeons, our lives dictated, our deepest secrets petrifying: a friend
listens, churns her guts, and utters gentility: this fortune in souls, our
tethered tongues, our serene hostilities: so dependable, so connected, while
such a liar: such oxymoron, such indecent existence, while needing
dependability: such barren ethics, while anything ensues, where trauma feels
normal: our deeper cries, our inabilities, our forced mirrors: this half face,
this chasing ghost, while it feels so normal: our strummed morals, our
thrumming ethics, where it seemed inconsequential: our falling clouds, our
swooping intelligence, at moments, a casual grin: our captive bellies, this
thing to newness, this life with oldness, those gains losing: something
listless at motion, something fragile but dynamic, or something so strong pitted
in weakness.
We
need clarity, as deciding upon temperament, where anything can be worked
through: this trenchant hell, those trenchant eyes, as consumed by honesty: but
trust is built, and trust is jeopardized, and trust is pivotal: this floating
balloon, this pitched ball, those slamming rackets: this Ping-Pong existence,
this half empty mirror, or this half empty face: reading prophecy, with pure
ambition, while listening closely: such vague cries, such spacial prediction, such
need for something to cleave closer: our bad situation, our diehard insistence,
as two lost for forgiveness: it doesn’t exist, in this knotted wilderness,
while running for closure: so unshod, where secrecy would be fine, if but those
would die in silence!
Thursday, January 17, 2019
Wretched Indecisiveness
I
sobered up, but still I sip, feeling a clumsy breeze. I ponder eyes, or clever husbands, seized
with silence: this filmy residue, this mushroom salad, this old lover: our days
as animals, our moments so dignified, our screams knotting neighbors: our
violent undertones, our redeemed inner portrait, or inert, I love yous. We sizzle
gently, this fleece of rebellion, or this watchful tower: as religious saints,
so controlled internally, while sinning with shame: those transgressions, this
bath of warm water, our marrow for sustenance: as mural queens, made with
perfection, or too at arms to reach while swimming: those beige mirages, this
interior fantasy, as sensing fantasy is knocked out of adults: this cruel
agenda, this inveigling plan, while two have met hours in-between: our cushion
privacy, our glorious horizon, while sensing a potential wife: this space in
men, to assess something perfect, where ethics reside in membranes; indeed, so
sick with patience, so sick by love, our days liquefied. I rethink situations, this common thread,
while wishing for something impermanent: our hopes relating, our dear to
essence fires, if but this feeling through centuries: those passionate angles,
that business attire, or plain too exhausted to play happy wife: this man
watching, this soul throbbing, our aches early this dynasty: those hat queens,
those hat kings, where love becomes a series of outfits: if but to meet you, if
but to emotion rites, if but three rituals: our sexual chemistry, our beating
angels, as God gives a pass or two.
Mommy died. Our brains fled; but
life to souls that feel existence. I
remember sassy, I remember a psych’s stance, I thought to this years afore
metrics: this tiny lie, this sudden realization, while staring at something
distressed; but anxiety to science, this mature woman, those mature approaches:
or friendly a second, while removed with distance, as never a chance for ghetto
souls: this threshed confession, as needing upper-echelon, or redeemed by
something feeling imperfect: our nights with burgers, our fries with sauce, our
pains with solemn acceptance: to flee this life, if but those cries, while so
enthralled Jesus has appeared. We
rethought passion, alive with friction, sensing something a bit pure: if but
exclusivity, this monogamy tightrope, where only I satiate every desire: this
tallness, those feelings, this round with tyranny: at ghosts mentally, agaze’d
and sautéed, while gripped beyond recognition: those exterior charms, this
stiff smile, where one crosses a room to rescue wife: indeed, to insights,
indeed, to devastation, walking while churning afraid of desolation. I feel hearts, something so cultic, something
mutilating reality: this interior life, as pure introversion, while existence
demands attention: this deep bequest, this living miracle, this daughter’s
inheritance: to know for subterranean, to enter subs, to thresh for adored and
rising to rainbows: this gruelish angst, this interior black castle, or blackmail
seeming unfair: to hate his guts, for acknowledging a spade, while men ought to
suffer silently: in pain to mention, this fair damsel, or imagined reality:
this crucial map, those feelings with angst, while Love is attached to myriad
men: at passion in hell, at something redemptive, while we cover a myriad of
sins: at saving souls, or threatened with happiness, if but this mandatory
indoctrination.
I
speak as losing, this machine pushing, this mandatory robot: but feelings
increase, at souls so afar, or thrust’d into silence: those old habits, this
old soul, while needing something motivating: at perfect personas, at perfect
pictures, staring at clichés: those miracles in print, this image in souls, to
awaken to something and a cigarette: our cigar moments, our rusty vodka, our
strawberry gin: if but to release, as but to live, to approach wives with sheer
determination: this blackened sun, this benighted moon, or souls feeling
privileged to harm nature: indeed, such reckless adoration, for something so
gray, where family’s endorse muddy outlets.
Diamond Tester
I
bungee feelings, I armoire life, I love as Superman: this field of demons, this
light of deaths, this bolt, this gut, this emotion: those rubies, this science,
those recruited motions—as livid insanity, or granny’s omen, while gripping for
losing grips: at terrors, this mischief maniac, while Love spoke about
forgiveness: at clocks pushing, at deaths recruiting, so disappointed Love is
comical: those flippant airs, as yanking sky-rise, to fret our moon-cries: this
terrible man, for thoughts were hay-tears, and horses were scared to gnaw: this
goad, this Damascus, this road furious with deliveries: our first child, those
wild hearings, or so close this running medallion: hereto, this furious bullet,
this inner blast, at rounds gutted survival: as one flailed, as one sick, at
something concerning distrust: to hate his guts, to hope God’s watching, if but
my feelings: irrational souls, irrational deal breakers, while infuriated
hating his mind: blood blue, burgundy midnight, this russet gremlin: our bloody
faces, our palms with hatchets, to awaken screaming at maniacs: to floor life,
to excite motion, at something too clear, I ignore!: pay it backwards, recite
it forward, or catch hell while crazy our grimy slime infested guts. I laugh loudly, I sigh heavily, I jimpy
mentality—those hells, those bars, while reciting demons: this inner you, this
failed us, while never an opportunity: those waves, those ways, this fool at appearances:
this skeptic, this maniac, those humble his hearts: at rivers with Zen, at
heaven with Christians, at Krishna with Hindus: this manic lieutenant, this
manic psych, this manic universe—to have experience, to chunk a fist, to
reverse into our uterus: this product, this dreg warrior, at thoughts catching
missiles: (I make it good, I make it worse, I do this name): as running in
terrors, as gutted an apparition, to dissect a ghost: at gore and mayhem, to
scream into fantasy, while love nudged us to awaken: this fool listening, this
calm adversary, while so sick it feels goodness: those loses, those treasures,
this more for little: indeed, this sick woman, this sicker man, and having
babies: thither, this curse, and thither, this prodigy, and hither, this failed
lieutenant!
I
felt speedy, I felt anger, I needed elation: this trenchant reality, this
long-life, our interior battle: this sad passion, this event in brains, this
carnival at arms: our mothers by difference, our deep disbelief, as churned unto
blatant hatred: indeed, I lie with angst, I turn with vehemence, and I dislike
dissatisfaction: believe this man, and die this man, and forgive this man: or
else my guts, or else my Jesus, or else my despise: if but a strong one, if but
a lost one, than find Love and redirect this catastrophe: but never to hate, to
turn entirely, to believe love is prevalent: our Barnabas talk, our Theca
revival, at Leah negotiating one last night: this Esau, this Isaac, this old
feeling: as ancient and gutted, as ruined and flying, while lawyers are running
from bleach: this miracle bird, this unborn phoenix, this uterus sphinx: at
pyramids debating, at griffins laughing, at Love too close for physicality:
thither, our yanked souls, this flippant mentality, or this woman so at bay
it’s hard to swim: at eagles whispering, at jinni one-sided, at Love a
headache—those glorious cries, those marveled wings, at feathers painting
intuition!
…football
brains, or linking in chains, to admire what you accomplished: this failed lieutenant,
this winning maniac, or this losing father: at God with questions, deep dark
nights, to twilight into an air: paying retribution, for mother cried, and son
lost his navel: this core belief, this mother as knowing, where behave or lose
access: indeed, a pure tyrant, a manic official, at bars and deaths speaking in
rebellion: to drown upon words, to rejuvenate upon kef, as fated and delivered:
this long run, this baseball drama, while half of LA loves our Dodgers: but
what for life, this incriminating poem, this long range prosaic…!
Destiny, Familiar, or Natural
I
shrug with impatience, semi-devastated, while reamed for exaggeration: so more
to clarity, or slight nuance, while charged for accuracy: this daughter
machine, this mother miracle, so close and so desired: our pillaged cries, our
crows hovering, our griffins laughing: at meerkat curiosity, at ferret
interruptions, while glancing at bottles: this bag of trash, this re-sharpened
pencil, this added eraser: those pages whispering, this diary to flames, or
those remote bits of silence: this mixture, this slice of bread, this pail of
margarine: if but too sick, than worry is tolerated, or concern is necessary:
if but this feeling, as never our perception, where thoughts must be real:
despite, our motives, despite, our silence, despite, our eager hatred: this
wolf craving, this tiger at wolves, this natural selection: our daily fears, our
daily traffic, our daily invites: such derriere, such well endowments, or this
picture perfected face: those long songs, this mane for jealousies, our choir
flirtations: if but to ruins, at love this poetess, where Love has lost
passion: those frigid remarks, this frigid curse, our frigid warmth: such
colorful pain, such bane and light, to realize Ms. Agony is blessed: that
chiseled reality, those bashful gazelles, our garnished calamity: this laundry
center, those washing feelings, our skin bleached seeking acceptance: this
fulcrum spinning, if but those cries, if but acceptance: to perish insults, to
try harder, to become a particular slave: (I fret midnights; I feral ambition;
I realize existence comes with miracles: this hard enterprise, those otiose emotions,
while daughters are piecing insanities: either fiction or reality, either hell
or heaven, our clichés omitting this in-between reality: those infant turtles,
scurrying across sands, at peril and sacrifice: or that frantic monkey, chased
vehemently, by a group of chimpanzees: limbs torn, at brutal cannibalism, while
mothers frantic screeching hysterias: this selection sky-war, our deserts
inverted, our deserts as luggage: (those beaut(s), that saintly gaze, our
intimate hurdles: this sharp nib, our noisy chatter, our abused necks: at
deaths with stubs, at Love with hostilities, at truth a bit aggravated: our
streams to dynasties, our laughs with motives, to sense one as having visions:
where souls are concerned, to spacial inheritance, while vultures pursue a
given course): our fragrant eyes, our studded deceits, at women incapable of
discerning difference: to possess a hunch, this raving maniac, but unable to
vet a particular insecurity: as waiting anxiously, while ensouling compassion,
where inclination has ignored a tsunami: our blanket eyes, our quilted cries,
our seas turned inside-out): to siphon poison, to nibble scorpions, to converse
with vipers: this reality push, this deep acceptance, while seeking something
with familiarity: our unraveled keels, our steepness symbols, our minds
awakened by impatience. …if we desire
pain, than pain shall arise—and we desire joy: our first triumph, our pillar
boards, our destined vibration: such reaper toils, so discussed fretting, to
find comfort a bedroom event: at parallels, this quasi-perfection, while afraid
we might error: this noose so tight, those freedoms so lovely, while we
hesitate to rush home: our secure mirage, our hyper-sensation, our wintry
blackdamp: or passion so early, where love is spectacular, while winds seem
musical: our cymbals clanging, our flutes dynamic, our harps too sweet for
sound: this incumbent regret, this incumbent respect, while we desire daily
therapy: to mold humans, to perfect humans, while Love has learned a good
person: at rebuke and instrument, at violin and guitar, while feeling unsung:
this behavior in some, this daily chief, as redeeming our passions: if but this
resilience, to maintain our Corporation, chiseling through soot and chalk:
forsooth, this inner soothsayer, this inner giant: at pure responsibility,
while it seemed so natural, as angered, This
is natural: at deep needs, to be something different, to exist as something
destined: those casual eyes, this casual song, while some are so inclined to redeem
adventure: such charming breath, such charming odors, to grow accustomed….
Wednesday, January 16, 2019
Gut Glasses
I
was sickly, loosened by associates, as one captive: this field by aches, this
love by wells, at Rebecca this thief: our tears, our agonies, our sunshine: at
cryptic dances, at decoded caves, us paleontologists: such architecture, such
architects, to rebuild Jesus: our grannies, this flower of passions, our
granddads playing kickball: our souls hung, our deep infatuations, our
communicative concentration: at psychs with pains, at love with hearts, reading
into emojis: our radicalized anguish, this fretting orgasm, those tender,
rubescent mind-prints: if but orchestras, if but symphonies, if but those
tragic gray skies: our philosophic, our metaphysic, our epistemic: our stoic
rites, our protagonists’ hearts, our Poseidon souls—at deep blue seas, or
captivated young arts, to envelope something drastic: (at travesty exhausted,
at lonely ears, at pomegranates and shivering clouds: this spacial gust, those
hectic winds, to sit at raindrops: our cursed aggression, our living aggression,
while love called it passion: this flight magic, those inner leprechauns, as
needing me-gold: our radical lies,
our reserved souls, our daughters feasting upon grayness: such panic to dance,
such arts to ruins, while skies wear binoculars: at threat and haven, at
landmine and woman, thrust into something so hectic: to dine with Christ, this
interior vest, with mystic telephones): this avenue city, those in-wells, where
Love sought playwrights.
…we
found something, this rite to progeny, this curse this blessing: as rinsed
souls, planted in soil, walking into orchards: those violet orchids, this mauve
soul, those velvety petals: at rules by love, at monogamy ships, or rescued for
abandoned: at entitlements, our last dime, our first funeral: this blade
blazing, this land crumbling, this ideal waning: as men to earth, as earth to
soul, seated near lemur eyes: this present essence, those lovely arcs, while so
far and so close—this torn cliché, this torn passion, those recital mirrors: to
sing in soprano, to mask with ecstasy, as souls so clutched for panicked: our
last angst, our first pressures, at measures to erase those utensils: (those
icons, those media damsels, or so lost reality lives in boxes: such mascara,
such pitch black eyeliner, while too distracted to capture eternity: at a
pleasant flower-dress, or relaxing disposition, ordained as one with
perfection: indeed; but thoughts are sentimental, and Love is grand, and pain
is leaking: to see poetry, while another sees anguish, where another shrugs
shoulders: this place for few, this number as demented, our algebra as
grammatical: such analyses, this numeric index, while totality speaks to
something abstract: (that inner fusion, this red window, those strobe lights):
as men gunning, if but for experience, to find Love imperceptible): so
daunting, so attractive, and so ensconced…!
I
drift, Swan, thinking about love, a sick and social wreck: an idyllic man,
those deep regions, to awaken pure jealousy: our women as machines, taking
romantic inclination, as persistent coquets: such African/Asian love, such
European passion, at Belizean damsels: or here in Fort knocks, rocking
mentally, at Love speaking softly: that endless banter, those serious seconds,
our deep silence: to need this feeling, while souls are waning, where
opportunity rages forth: our torn reality, our knitted seas, our redeemed
skies: where passion is gray, or passion is detrimental, where one desires near desolation: this scarred space,
those tender limbs, our desires outweighing our insistence: those wine
headaches, those tender thumps, this travel kit communion: if but to sanity, if
but to realization, if but a bit deeper than sex: this space for souls, this
clock for women, at granny a bit reminiscent: to lose memories, to regain artificial
science, while running into deserted valleys: this sphinx with brains, this
ambivalent go-between, at cadence and
song, fevered and baptized!
Loopholes & Damages
I
dream, Love, at magnificent channels, this elk, this gremlin, this leprechaun:
our souls flying, our brains delighting, our wrists unchained: this gut-war,
those intestines fleeing, our worms speaking prayer-talk: to die with
existence, to perish in resurrection, to sense over a billion cries: this truth
working, this slow pace, to ask mommy vital questions: to ask about life, to
ask about pain, to wonder about meaning: this slipping purpose, this cursed
universe, those few pleasant dispositions: this woman watching, this overseer
dancing, this mirror blatant with anguish: this sad poet, this linguistic
doctor, this serum and recourse: at deep apologies, somewhere in private, but torn
by apologetics: this manic mistake, this manic lake, where Love ignored perfect
pain: to acknowledge paths, to scream in frustration, to abandon thoughts of
racism: but concerned deeply, this take on students, this rhythm seeming
apparent: but hell to science, and hell to facts, when a family needs balance:
this snakebite, this pond of caimans, or roses sprouting upon algae: those
abusive parents, this abusive stepfather, this cursed aunty: our remarkable
abilities, to lie about feelings, as crazed and ruined souls: if but to relax,
this silent passivity, where one ruins while others suffer: to feel for
goodness, this restless wife, this abusive husband: or tails to fronts, and
fronts to backs, our wives unaccountable for ninety percent of their days: at
magic ropes, at tortured intuition, where rubies appear as vinegar: those
drastic feelings, this inner gnat, or this pee sized hole: to emotion lights,
if but for meaning, while Love aches over a toilet seat.
I
need perfect, I need anxiety, I need to rekindle: this tiny warfare, those
drastic anniversaries, those holidays, many thanks a year: to remember
something special, this perfect creature, while many can’t recant that feeling:
our infant claims, rebuking infidelity, if but souls that handle such restrictions:
this small mishap, if but out kingdom, if but our science: where souls operate,
as souls perish, where some claims are purely selfish: this trying man, this
trying curse, while Jada has died several passions: if but honesty, if but
concern, if but our needs: our bibles speaking, our histories yelling, our
America quite possibly mistaken: but this is life, and these are feelings,
where emotion needs ownership: this sore topic, this sore soul, while needing
to feel secure: our vulnerability, our existential, our pragmatic sacrifices:
our children’s eyes, our passing legacies, if but to die feeling we lost
sanity: this inner typewriter, this inner novelists, or tales told to this
mental representative: at curses, Love, at something so essential, Love, where
mother has done according to training, Love: this man running, this force
killing, those appetites ruining something special: our orientations, our
crystals, our rhinestones: at thoughts gunning, at mother indecisive, for
mother seemed a jewel: at gramps wondering, at granny realizing, at sons
deliberate with silence: to know instincts, to know family, to realize church:
this raw reality, this cautious overseer, while many have died in vain.
…let’s
revisit justice, this captive spectacular, our stomachs churning behavior: this
perfect witness, this mirrored profanity, to sense windows screaming: those
shattered shards, this animalistic, instinctive, primitive self: our rabid
amygdala, our rabid synaptic, our neurons shattering our infinity: this marvelous
picture, this fabulous body, as unaware that Love is crazy: those endless
anxieties; this endless monster, as repenting for something so special: our
lying facts, to ask certain questions, where Love denied an STD: indeed, this
silent music, our silent cries, as Love denied a thousand children: if but to
perish, or but overwhelmed, where it felt good to exist that way: this fire in
souls, this shove to adore, while Love has abused tyranny: such soft
forgiveness, to unsettling terms, where honesty obliterated passions….
Bungee Empire
I
readjust, peering at panic, our mirrors telling stories: our brass is blazing,
our bass is detrimental, our engines are inverted: this human machine, this
miracle spirit, those telepathic messages: this gut-phone, this cellular
empire, at waves scrambling through oceans: this whale laughing, this shark as
friendly, those dolphins all but uncertain: this ape magnet, this gorilla fire,
at maniac inclinations: those frightening sentences, this frightened family,
because Naïve appears too this or that: at wilderness giggling, at islands
whistling, at Love adored: this epidemic, this epic reality, this city fraught
with herpes: those secrets, those diamonds, at something too appealing to pass
over: our warfare, our internal battles, our music seeming delightful: at books
about misogyny, at wonders such abuse, while some passion dysfunction: this
coaster ride, those tepid lies, at manicured roses: this plum garden, those
pomegranates, those delectable lips: at thoughts and pains, at cores and
remedies, while Love lingers as ghosts: this apparition, laughing and running,
while looking to sense this chase: our dementias, our Bentley cries, our
dark-nighted eyes: those pictures, therewith, this liquor, while presently
sober: those feelings digging, this ruler spacial, our rudiments up for
discussion: our partial lives, our partial feelings, (if we sex, than Love is
cool): indeed, this miracle, manic, machete, this losing, ludic, lunatic, at
serious, silent, sexuality: those loud forces, this gut ruined, those demons
screaming: to dip through passion, to ravish through graphics, at blueprints
sensing discord: our wakeful dreams, this fantastic fantasy, where it meant so
little: (to tell a secret, this essential reality, when Love disappears, our
children follow): thither, this island, those scorpions, to grab, twist, and
nibble.
I
spoke about hatred, when truth arises, but truth is on vacation: to die so often,
to creep into integrity, while this high life is quite lonely: to find a
balance, to remember our ghettoes, while Love has become a psychiatrist: this
well groomed fire, this maniac machine, this winning while losing: those
private empires, this ruined wall, this bag for trashcans: our trips to Goodwill,
our last diary, to chunk it to flames: this chapter beginning, this novella
quite weak, as gifted for stumbling: this red light, this yellow midway, at
green stabbing into traffic: at Love whining, while Love is growing, where one
for two and God couldn’t do it: this club life, those fireworks, or women too
beautiful to control: indeed, a small button, while dignity is compromised,
where father knew for pencils: this eraser life, those old sentences, this
paper with abrasions: to die a little, to live a little, notwithstanding, over
a thousand loses: to re-gut, to restructure, to reenter: that last egress,
those ingress empires, a kiss upon a tarantula’s face: those eyes watching,
this venom for spirits, or a jungle of intelligent, vocal, animals: in tears
for glory, in pains for remarkable, to sense Love vigil and debating: at mean
women, at old feelings, to show a hint of shame: those keen lenses, those
buffed glasses, our inert voices: where mother was queen, those days those
battles, to awaken to scrambled eggs and bacon: such deep dysfunction, such
radical suppression, to grow older with introjects: this white enterprise,
those forced discussions, while redeeming little Jimmy: those fires, Love, that
ink, Love, or infatuations seeming ridiculous.
I
bounce roughly—speaking in tongues, as not to offend: I spirit existence,
speaking clearly, as not to offend: this miracle man, this manic repression,
this man sensing its return: as more to secrets, to vent daily, to find this
enterprise: at features communicating, at Love listening, at behavior moving:
so subtle, so effective, so alarming: those eyes watching, those poses
standing, those grits overcooked: those years, those seeds, our daughters: this
home, this lie, this life: at teary islands, at teary answers, to find those
impractical resolutions!
Tuesday, January 15, 2019
Swan Ocean
…by
currents and frustration, by gravel and granite, by mica and rubies: this
tailored resistance, this tailored behavior, those manicured shrubberies: at
fair concerns, our alienation, our stationary habits: if but insistence, but a
loaf of bread, chased by blueberry teas: our situation, so brightly young, so
emphatically observed: those travels through time, our idyllic normality, while
too inexperienced: those mooing cows, those crowing crows, those passive
orangutans: at mental conflict, becoming countenance, where adults reach for
clarity: our running doubts, our redemptive anger, our thirst for retribution:
as waning gently, or sick of listening, where something so difficult becomes
warning signs: emotion accounts, intellectual business accounts, or checks void
and nullified—where daughters abandon hope, this world of foolish men, at deep
wheels to testify: our attention to arts, our crafts exhilarating, our Teasdale
poems: at metaphorical chalk, baffled by resurrection, to live as one indebted:
this face in battle, our inverted gods, our warfare Americans: this crush upon
blackness, this envy upon whiteness, or this in-between anxiety: as ambivalent,
ambiguous souls, with essence brooding, while many refuse to water our gardens:
this pacing affair, this stillness affair, or plain sickness: those mocking
dreams, those mocking friends, while we yearn for perfect parents: those
changing tides, if but perfection, if but to impress strangers: as not so much
this life, while family secrets are held hostage, while otherness is up for
discussion: such soulprints, such voice-overs, or those few disturbing
sound-bites: hereto, a bit of insecurity, this un-nurtured valley, this thriving
energy center: our first chakra, our concentrated presence, our silken
butterflies…!
…such
mimicry, those forgetful islands, or this desire for popularity: to see in
others, this space by brilliance, as rarely to hear their reality: our set
forth inadequacies, our salty essence, our broccoli with shrimps: our thirty
pound diets, our hundred pound bodies, while insisting upon disadvantages: our
serpent appetites, our lemur passion, as curious macaques: this city of wolves,
this haven of insights, while snippets speak survival: those incessant angles,
those penchant concerns, our worries meeting our dawns: as fiery planets, while
feeling awkward, or overly strategized: those choices in life, deciding upon
character, either this or that or both: to need utter integrity, while behaving
a bit shady, to come to compelling cul-de-sacs: such blockage, while feeling
guilty, or sounding to waves deep depletion: our days as victims, unbeknownst
to our behaviors, while brutalizing our inheritance: hereto, our needs for
mercy, our courage to persevere, or for many, our thrust to change….
I
could whine gently; I could cry eternally; I could redeem anger: but this is
unfair, while this is un-clever, plus, excruciating: such giddy insecurities,
or overly serious dispositions, or those discomfiting smiles: as products of
inhabitants, paralleled by mirrors, while adverse to unfamiliar: as not as
ruined, but more a stranger, even insisting upon a foreign mirror: those
internal cloisters, this bundle of strangeness, while so assured others are
doubting: this mental castle, those defensive cries, this shadow, this
elaborate alley: at doggish fears, bewitched by oils, mistaking intimacy with
inadequacies: those caves in-between, such raving, insidious literature, where
many seek deep, mental control: as abandoned eyes, or abandoned selves, while
true education is private studies: to possess a grasp—upon something inherent,
to discern with certainties: indeed, this language, this abstract reality,
imposed upon by concrete suggestions: this world of indecision, this
philosophic mine, or this field of beavers, plus, squirrels: those awestruck
epiphanies, this biblic manual, those sutra realities: as souls running, or
gunning for pleasures, our eyes captivated as beasts.
[we
lay claim to life, this cosmic alliance, this cosmic charm: we waltz and
chance, we glimmer and shimmer, we love at play: this contraception existence,
this trenchant controversy, where many are feeling stressed: such sequoia fire,
such wilderness treks, while raging to outsoar integrity: hitherto, this steep
injustice, raging fireballs at mirrors, or running through ceilings: this
hemline distraction, those wonderful souls, while sickly distressed: this
trenchant chase, to become Our Nimbus, at bosoms proving inadequate: this
penchant essence, this irritation, or those rich anxieties: to become thoughts,
or treasured for remedies, while triteness has permeated our habitats: our
religiosity for some, our traditions for others, where some are rebels lacking
activities: our exciting minds, our rotating crystals, our lacewing
spontaneity: at passage and song, at chantress and daughter, while confused
concerning deliberate waywardness: this mental picture, as one bent upon
destruction, while angered our world is passing judgment: those footlights,
those bedlights, those chiming, interior lights: to realize instinctively, this
touch fraught with anguish, or to discover our mirrors are disguising our
behaviors: at sunken delights, to emote theater, or burning aches for something
causing rain: at kleptic appetites, seeking vengeance, where myriads are
distressed: such decorated, false beauty; such inward treachery; where myriads
are blaming consensus: this rattling nature, this selfish aesthetic, this
pseudo-terrific: as swans caress language, as swans dance fearlessly, while
reality favors determination]
…we
speak to facts, especially, during debates, with this hope of appealing to
higher essence: awash’d with ambition, risking something adversarial, our
helicopters charged: but many are anti-reason, and many utilize reason, while
many surf in different directions: this small reality, for differences can
remain separate, but ours is quite historical: this familiar portrait, as
psychs churn ink-pens, as therapists realize some are beyond reach: this
irritating analysis, this emoted opera, this angelic curse: where swans are
angered, for thoughts were splayed, while perfection became hard to reach: our
perfect homes, our perfect fathers, our due-for-right mothers: such tradition,
such ruthless tigers, while many live-out irritation: those faraway planets,
such vibrant denial, or such need to insist upon perfection: notwithstanding,
existence, notwithstanding, evidence, notwithstanding, this slippery slope: if
this essence, than that essence, while essence has yet to arrive: (a parent is
good, especially, to children, but maybe something different to adults): this
crosspollination, those aggressive parallels, while our pendulum is decoding
something uneasy: our inmost selves, our emotional-cabinet, or so close reality
is crying….
…we
adore swans, we love swans, we veil harsh realities: I failed this island;
while removed from this island; while intimately at heart with this island: something
unveiled, where in private, it was quite a feat: this dumb man, this numb soul,
this supposed intellect: while in one sweep, facts burst our skies, and reality
was redeemed: indeed, this cruel insistence, those granny insights, at magic,
straw, and candle: this deck of existence, this checkerboard of persistence,
this chess-castle of kings: as resistance maintains, as hurt grows fonder,
while some are deeply content: this man’s allotment, where love was strategy,
while mental health remains obscure: indeed, ruined by masses, cherished by Eternity,
and forced to repent to humans: this strong accusation, this strike at
gentility, where souls are reminded of follies: this tackled estate, this
rapture’d fatigue, while encouraged to never recriminate: but humans are
flawed, realizing, secrets are flawed, while in actuality, humans are standing
trail….
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