Thursday, November 8, 2018

Gate Keeper


…it becomes a vaccine, or terrific lies, while sustaining personalities: such intra-monopoly, such gravesite endeavor, or plain dislike from parents: this broken vessel, reality at its forefront, where one is apt to point towards dysfunction: a wretched man first, a human being second, plus, strong intrusive observations: to ask for clarity, this game of abstracts, where concrete has hidden its texture: such deviant behavior, those years to iron, or this theological miracle: our insecurities, when dealing with survivors, those reflexive mirrors: but more to passion, therewith, to anger, to adore something we loathe: that fair dynasty, those remarkable wits, where one is apt to say something grand: those shallow incisions, to become meditation, where energy is generated: this slow address, tiptoeing something complicated, while looking for interested: this dejected dynamic, where reality is foreign, while we possess our instruments: that liquid drum, or granny’s coffee, to descend from a rabid line of intellectuals: (as met a soul, to attract a soul, to feel disgust for said soul): or casual distaste, while alert to physical majesty, while to enter feeling sheer contempt…in tales told, we die a smidgen, or we exude a level of levity: our self-feelings, ever at our front-door, to speak while assuming another person’s thoughts: to then respond to said inquiry, where that person is oblivious, where it becomes difficult to refrain: our ensuing discomfort, our disconcerted concerts, our images projected upon other souls: (it’s difficult to escape, we shed our self-conscious nature, or we ignore everything that cannot be vetted: this hard course, this class with D students, those teachers trying to reach a losing dynasty: our inner segregation, our toilets meant for Colored, our thoughts influenced by worthy conversationalists: our discharged eye-contact, our films internally, or such sweet, deceptive symbols): if but to exist, or but to perish, while assuming another person’s perception: to need devotion, to lack in temperaments, while cursed with seeing others through insecurities….

…as, wherefrom, or, whereto, this line of speculation: as authoritarians, or manic control elements, while rebuking others our images their projections: to keep it silent, while Love knew, to ask a sudden, abrupt question: this gift for truth-finding, this methodical deception, while proving a particular inconsistency: at a thousand watts, or a billion neurons, to flood his sensitivities: this problematic nuance, this different machinery, if but this latent occultist: where memories speak loudly, to have crossed this train track, where unsaid culprits abused unsaid power: but Love is sweet, or plain crazy, indeed, a chuckle….

…if but something gentle, than something loved, or something taken for granted: our forward thoughts, our backward glances, or our needs for certain qualifications: as academicians, our years in college, to become re-vetted by a perfect stranger: this plaque upon countenances, this distant, aloof, childlike savant, or better, this religious, naïve, emphatic persuader: at mystic highs, so gone we look for substances, to imagine that one is looped: this terrible assumption, this manic vessel, as put to life, this manic vessel: a subtle secret, a seductive art, at piano playing with passion: (our seconds with discomfort, our moments with reflection, plus, our quick responses): to live with insight, to harass intuition, where something yogic creeps into focus: those powerful minds, accustomed to submission, where analyses becomes abrasive: our days to feeding, where a canine becomes tight-jawed, immediately, it becomes offensive: otherwise, we chime, we dance, we feel something human…this light passion, this exhilarating feat, as witnessed our skills evolving into evidence....   

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