Thursday, November 8, 2018

Gate Keeper


…it becomes a vaccine, or terrific lies, while sustaining personalities: such intra-monopoly, such gravesite endeavor, or plain dislike from parents: this broken vessel, reality at its forefront, where one is apt to point towards dysfunction: a wretched man first, a human being second, plus, strong intrusive observations: to ask for clarity, this game of abstracts, where concrete has hidden its texture: such deviant behavior, those years to iron, or this theological miracle: our insecurities, when dealing with survivors, those reflexive mirrors: but more to passion, therewith, to anger, to adore something we loathe: that fair dynasty, those remarkable wits, where one is apt to say something grand: those shallow incisions, to become meditation, where energy is generated: this slow address, tiptoeing something complicated, while looking for interested: this dejected dynamic, where reality is foreign, while we possess our instruments: that liquid drum, or granny’s coffee, to descend from a rabid line of intellectuals: (as met a soul, to attract a soul, to feel disgust for said soul): or casual distaste, while alert to physical majesty, while to enter feeling sheer contempt…in tales told, we die a smidgen, or we exude a level of levity: our self-feelings, ever at our front-door, to speak while assuming another person’s thoughts: to then respond to said inquiry, where that person is oblivious, where it becomes difficult to refrain: our ensuing discomfort, our disconcerted concerts, our images projected upon other souls: (it’s difficult to escape, we shed our self-conscious nature, or we ignore everything that cannot be vetted: this hard course, this class with D students, those teachers trying to reach a losing dynasty: our inner segregation, our toilets meant for Colored, our thoughts influenced by worthy conversationalists: our discharged eye-contact, our films internally, or such sweet, deceptive symbols): if but to exist, or but to perish, while assuming another person’s perception: to need devotion, to lack in temperaments, while cursed with seeing others through insecurities….

…as, wherefrom, or, whereto, this line of speculation: as authoritarians, or manic control elements, while rebuking others our images their projections: to keep it silent, while Love knew, to ask a sudden, abrupt question: this gift for truth-finding, this methodical deception, while proving a particular inconsistency: at a thousand watts, or a billion neurons, to flood his sensitivities: this problematic nuance, this different machinery, if but this latent occultist: where memories speak loudly, to have crossed this train track, where unsaid culprits abused unsaid power: but Love is sweet, or plain crazy, indeed, a chuckle….

…if but something gentle, than something loved, or something taken for granted: our forward thoughts, our backward glances, or our needs for certain qualifications: as academicians, our years in college, to become re-vetted by a perfect stranger: this plaque upon countenances, this distant, aloof, childlike savant, or better, this religious, naïve, emphatic persuader: at mystic highs, so gone we look for substances, to imagine that one is looped: this terrible assumption, this manic vessel, as put to life, this manic vessel: a subtle secret, a seductive art, at piano playing with passion: (our seconds with discomfort, our moments with reflection, plus, our quick responses): to live with insight, to harass intuition, where something yogic creeps into focus: those powerful minds, accustomed to submission, where analyses becomes abrasive: our days to feeding, where a canine becomes tight-jawed, immediately, it becomes offensive: otherwise, we chime, we dance, we feel something human…this light passion, this exhilarating feat, as witnessed our skills evolving into evidence....   

Empty Space

    I’ve been in this space before—it seems natural, the affection of energies. Such interwoven moods, a series of underpinnings. A differen...