I
adore you, for hating you, for this mystic moon—our bowels tacit, our synthetic
machinery, or casual dreams proving in-casual: to boogie with pain, to adore
sorrow, if but this execution: our screams into cotton, our pillows into
damages, our brains cooking intelligence: at balls flinty, at backrooms
puffing, at bars breaking vodka: those other women, looking for prevailed,
while admired for grit: our last purchase, this nickel plated diamond, at
Rihanna spent but focused: this inner interior, this chain linking, our guts
speaking Spanish—at tongues daily, at maneuvers weekly, while dealing with pash
monthly: as never would, indeed, for curses, but dwelling in psychical
energies: to have for minds, while sick with police calls, so sludge refuses to
motion: our granny’s wits, our mother’s surprise, to have both living in
audible membranes: those synthesized approaches, this naked remembrance, while
sex has become a bit tragic: at rivers with Buddhists, at lakes with Hindus, or
running for twisting with Sufis: our Turkish Rites, our Jerusalem Faces, at
Love a bit remotely: to pull his grains, to tug his harvest, while prepared to
entreat: those powerful horrors, this reluctant incision, to float about a
crucial impasse.
…it’s
always those eyes, so cruel for sensitive, our banks going through motions: our
gears thrusting, this Harley revving, this six-by-four machine: as losing
insanity, indebted to perfection, where secrets have haunted graves: such
beautiful sin, peering at tribunals, a bit too relaxed to feel guilty: those
blonde hairs, those rubric lips, to grip for deaths were purchased: our itchy
brains, while Love was ruined, to sing at treacherous our resurrection: those
silver noose, our bare feet, our naked primrose odors: as men gunning, or
flipping fences, if but a moment with something terrible: this lonely, naïve,
Begonia, this incredible bail release, at travesties making for what was called, Love: thitherto, this stab lane, this
gutter lane, about 70 miles per hour—to thrash Crenshaw, to bump a dime piece,
to engage in fevers that evening: our strep and ammonia, our ninety year old
virgins, our years thrust’d into religiosities: or foreign gowns, laced in
foreign jewelry, our belly dancing maniacs: at tears grinning, this sight for
damages, our guts giggling while death has emerged….