Sunday, January 28, 2018
Night Wine
We admire nuance, as living for deaths, this psych a breath his tears:
our subtle disgusts, offsite’d by wisdom, to see with life those ghosts: those
myriad feathers, our daughters to caves, this alarm ringing by pheasants: our
rabid charm, this disoriented vibe, such to cadence staring at psychoses: that
mother living, as dying an ache, to come to catharses: those pebbles warming,
this heater freezing, our fans spinning chaos: as friends yield, or rave with
indifference, to ask with shame this inner contention. (We see cycles, pulling psychotics, while
ostracized by cadence: this rifted heart, this arc to winds, those woodland
miracles: our facial chills, this riveting virus, our possessed as acting overseers: [where truth is lies, as lies are
graves, this sentence to Alcatraz: our Feds cringing, those compounds dancing,
those cultic scissors]: as cutting tones, while laughing insanely, to come to
tiles kissing invisible crayons). I met
a youngling, fiddling with a monster, while impressed upon self to become a
stranger: this yellow ribbon, that winter’s wine, this casual global warming:
to curse in private, while nearly a scar, a bit too beautiful claiming
monogamy: as sure to giggle, while confronting breaths, this death to pass
adventures. It was hell’s justice, this
radical convergence, seated in cells reading Dead Sea Scrolls: or locked in
rooms, revved off of ecstasy, to lose
conviction in close to a second: those rivers running, that vandal thrashing,
this gut to silence condemned as Lucifer: those tall tales, this pushing upon
backs, as seraphim(s) floated afar Isaiah: our lamentations, our Jeremiah(s),
this section in brains recruited by manic measurements: that woman chancing, as
dances aloofly, while change becomes this therapeutic: our lights to psychs,
this reeling psychologist, those interests in signals bleeding symbology—as
rooted vexes, or irritabilities, to sit at peace carving incisions: those trees
severed, those dreams excavated, this angry approach to sex—as dead men, living
through cavities, at rest a decade into transference. I met a gem, this perpendicular disdain, at
perils to resist an ancient sister: those cabinets fleeing, as exposed to
winds, this panel dripping termites: if but to perish, as lives attraction,
while angered a tad to scars: that indifferent feeling, while to
miscalculations, thereto, a bit enrooted to flames: that staggering
night-light, this temperate minion, our angular sacrifices—as blatant arousals,
or torn frustration, our days at edges wishing to saw about anything: while
chipping at wood, or gnawing ginger, or moving just fast enough for spirit to
follow: that deep secret, a man to his journey, while Feds laugh a scar.
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