Saturday, December 16, 2017

Sliding Into Home Base

Its miracle praxis, weaving as it pops, by lights this contention: such tiny grains, or particle madness, by adrenaline such rapid heat: our stomachs rumbling, at depression’s visit, reaching for thrusting a glass of tetras: those particles merging, our hearts to wars, this film replayed while discouraged.  I pace thoughts; I rummage blankness; I settle in this Feeling: I run bases; I sprint through lava; I return to this desert-person: as ever this controversy, or ever as humans, at laughter conscious by such.  Sights are instruments; Softballs are metaphors; as Bats become swords: this sitting sensation, moving with time, a bit willing to believe in Intelligence: this person’s image, planted in clouds, as we reach for similar releases: this coaxing by emotions, this fretting by sprits, our luxuries at graces quasi-affected.  Its environmental, or territorial—this psychosomatic phenomenon…this kleptic chaos, this pelagic wall-crane, this session for segmental realities: Our leaps as crucial; Our dreams as Synaptic Gaps; by far this element we confide In: this furious motion, as conditioned in parts, this reluctant dance: our words as huts, flayed in grinders, our Essence provoked as Joshua’s Arm: such crazed sensation, listening by nuances, revved for flights four hours to closing: this roaring picture, this inflated balloon, our faucets as simile’s existence…this patient irritation, fleeing its capture, where guilt ensues. 

I sip coffee, at dreams through freedoms, encouraged by myriad souls: our vocal ceilings, this steep craving, this imaginative reality: our children muddy, our floors squeamish, this board filled with thumbtacks: if but perfection, this second to second chase, while keeping one another at joy: if but inhuman, censored by pains, this life devoid of substance…while losing home-base, at faces beneath eyes, grumbling for mood-shifts: this gleaning space, this familiar Feeling, our innermost souls—at pure concentration, doodling rabidly, or seated calmly forced for activities.  I chase silence, this keen insight, to realize this inner conglomerate—as fraught with persons, those dots speckling, this Essence at delicate observations: our minds recoil, as realized this segment, to move as if happiness rules: those platinum paints, those dimensional brushes, this artistic realization concerning Oneness.


There’s steep observance, this holiday map, this inner nudging through fires: our water with lemons, as successions in time, this game we play with addictions: our refusal to participate, as shifting in lights, to partake as one distant from ingestion: this solace feeling, this killing by roots, this reverberation screaming at usage: if but for selfish, as lost at wars, while pillaging those creative activities…so exposed to feelings, as responding abnormally, plucked, as just enough feathers: this frenzied flapping, disguised seemingly, while those equipped discuss our idiosyncrasies: this rich dysfunction, this trampling anguish, this second with thoughts to efface reservoirs: those mental palm-trees, this wisdom through Asia, those hieroglyphics—if but through Dead Seas, hungry for higher thoughts, to remember this particular emotion—where souls reach, for fretted at emotions, to enjoy those eyes rabid for gifts.                   

Immemorial times those feelings affected by lusts.

    It rarely falls as it should. In forcing syntax, one dies. So precedented; one dream those days, and nerves were fretting. Affected by l...