Saturday, December 30, 2017

Oil Change

Its collar-vices, orange chicken, and barbeque ribs: Its devices at spirits, this infinite resonance, our friends at mental motors: to exist by cadence, at intricate rhythms, our allegories tugging arcs.  I imagine, Love, those artists’ nobilities, those feral in-exhaustive eyes: our honed hearings, this whiff of frustration, our quasi-infatuations: as mere souls, electric-spirals, this field but a dart afar—as young magicians, this offensive vernacular, our vines as medieval: to slice through pudding, this rich enchantress, so instrumental this voiceprint: our radical language, this knowing as internal, those rockets as vestibules—where mother cries, our muddy doubts, all for essence desiring plain truths: this college of mystics, this Jewish convert, this Irish catholic—at steep ingestions, writhing with observations, attempting to decode this mirror’s image: our cagey thoughts, our inner furnace, this moving vase.  We adore, Love, this vocal dynasty, this heart-chakra—as floating Buddhism, or rabid Christianity, this hankering for Mary’s Wisdom: herewith, are legends, those angelic pilgrims, this iridescent lake—as caves rambling, or petroglyphs aglow, feeling sheer awesomeness: this sudden introject, as brains with minds, as recruiting negative tensions—if but to devastate, as but to scream, where a psych reaches through agitations: our voices retracting, our souls engaging, this portrait disappearing—as soon replaced, this priestly image, those priestly dreads: our inner kippa, this spirit yamaka, this cleaving for jousting to arrive afar—as broken laws, or captive credence, where sheer negligence debates our mental lamp-waves.  I fell to crevices, an exospheric, this esoteric—as racing invites, while chasing leprechauns, as enveloped in essence—this nautical breach, this inner impeachment, our sluggish enlightenments: this mother as radical, this father as soul-life, our spectators siding with lucre—if but to fly, this wellic journey, trekking through a fathom of marsh—as brains charge, while pistons rev, our knowledge-banks overdue for oil change.

We jettison fruits, if but to exist, at captive frustrations: our positions laughing, our souls craving, this ability to hypnotize life—as purified mist, this war with stagnation, this galloping sunshine—to caress mane, our village autumns, our moonlit winters—as arranged agendas, at tales this future, to demand participation: this fretted monad, this irritable nomad, this fleet of disciples pillaging scriptures—as afar this land, or accursed this song, fleeing into ravishing nightmares: this vision as love, our nameless souls, where said affection becomes noteworthy: as living novels, or inverted vacuums, seething with determinants: as theologians, or swanic mystics, or struggling Christians—this light as Love, this star as ignescence, our jars filled with honey—or melon-dew, that sunny-be-gone, while stressing this courage to resist failures: our entreating eyes, our removed intellects, this apophatic revival: to dine with spirits, as to summon arcs, this person a vehicle thrust to war: our cryptic alliances, this voice with sparrows, this cataphatic sea-scroll: where swans drift, as appealing to grandparents, while one garners for sheer recruitment: to see with vengeance, this apostolic sun-birth, wailing for panicked adrift this Pentecostal.  I heart-vex, as a vexed heart, carving oaken agreements: our Love to whirlwinds, our days as righteous, as only family agrees our lights: this man chiseling, as removing rusts, where mirrors glisten with imageries: this frantic buffing, this cussing by pains, our minds heavy to meadows—insofar, our humanity, as never this curse, while cautious with comforts.

May our souls breathe, this island mesmerized, our arcs redeemed through fires.      

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