Friday, October 7, 2016

I Tried to Forgive Me


This inner traffic, pacing temperature, confused by moods; while maybe normal, shifted by thoughts, a certain type of persona. I may have loved us;—as abused by status, while not to offend; but hearts echo, this mystic song, pleased to feel eternity: that vague excitement; that tortured music; that increment in silence. I must meander, in part this soul, staring at mirrored eyes; to see that churn, burning as to live, this fear of aging; but long it lives, this legacy of words, or these notes of harmony: while feeling purged; or maybe disturbed; pacing inner traffic: that patient gridlock; those immortal gestures; where passions intersect. I’m tired of chatter—this human vest, to shiver that last agreement; as they want fawning, angered by resistance, as to mock through jest; but that’s too much, while seeping through earth, that breathlike rhythm: as in three seconds, while out through eternity, where wise this experience. I could’ve liked us—steaming through ice-breaks, infuriated by dreams; whereby, this night-air, tiptoeing particles, wishing upon a dream; as creature that sun, drifting through rotation, afraid the blossom might speak: about wise for woes; or silent cries—this creative sorrow. Chatter moves us, filtered through irritations, wherewith, this maniacal laughter. I heard it afar, while pausing to witness, one distorted in pictures: that image within, through years of silence, where mice hide in personalities: those tiny quirks; that need for positives; or those milestones carried by brains: as futures linger; where death was greed; peering at turquoise screams: to see the music; flaming from lungs; this harp upon a sentence; that faraway nearness, while to rupture hearts, as about as interested as asylums. I tried to forgive me—this fool within a clock, peaking at a promised land; where fruits were vivid—the stars were fertile—while planets grew limbs.         

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