Failed Attempt to Say: I love you.
(I
love you, a thrumming heart; and I must qualify such love.)
An
evening is weak without a soul—a woman your mind. I
grip
and pull, lunging spirit, ever to perish your eyes. You
grab
and tug, nailing words—falling and gnawing knees. So
cry
a night, where spiders crawl, and swim a thought; for I
love
you: enough to part rivers, and gut fish, sick for love
and
rhythm. Feel as instrumental plunges into reality, and
firehawks
swoop into a groove, where inhibition deafens love.
I
ache your mind, kneeling at an altar, sacrificing both meats
and
fruits. How do I love thee: enough to carve both brick
and
wood; enough to immortalize such love; indeed, enough
to
ignore unsaid lovers. I love you as a moon descends into day;
as
sun descends into nations; as stars hide and float in stillness.
Indeed,
life extends your beauty—ever to perish a slight
remark—tottering
upon skates, falling into both warmth and ice.