Among Lovers
I’m
without reason, my love: chasing and ever returning to
self.
You stand so crooked, my heart, where lovers fawn. I
remember
autumn so cold, and winter so warm. We’d
argue,
lie in passing, and share something secret and painful.
But
ever a tug your soul; and ever a love my mind; where
only
concrete petals absorbed blue rain. So mystic our moon:
fleeing
both earth and space; and your arms, reaching for
another—ever
content and lonely—and free of guilt. I knew
of
wages, to gamble my life, where dignity spoke: “I’m
several
women.” I stared and faintly asked: Unto what
degree;
and how many levels? You nudged a wrist, pulled a
finger,
and asked: “Does it matter?” Our moments so brief;
plus,
forever, so insufficient; and never our love the measure
of
songbirds; but ever our measure of woe, love and fear.