Wednesday, December 6, 2023

Condition



 

Between us is anxiety, ambivalence; senses writhing, sweet dolor. 

Courage to exist, inner faces.     I sunk into a vision, I danced softly. Each page is a universe; each building a fence. 

To waft upon love, to feel anguish—soft liquids, cosmic cuddling. 

I was rethinking life, so subtly; whet for ambition, each session made iron, as peeking, if mechanics breathe. 

I don’t see the youngster in me;

this is travesty. 

To picture an event, those eyes chancing, souls a bit tipsy;

To locate a rhythm, to curse a star, if ever upon a moon. 

Since a tender age, roaming lands, feeling presence; so dear a second, core conviction;

those tragic memories, culling diamonds, so thrown, so captured. 

It was an instance in a split the day it was hurting; terrific chances, debut arts, Hosier pain. 

Upon a dream to imagine freedom, such a sly ideal, most know for anxiety, most churn inside. 

I see for self it never ends.

I suggest it’s similar for others.  

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