Friday, August 9, 2019

Old Country/Inner City


…small hankerings, enormous divisions, pieced together: at higher flames, at underpinning frustration, while we praise securities: our reasoning, our supported hunches, our screams: by dungeon lights, by dungeon cries, so affectionate it aches: those colored coats, this endless reaching, so remarkable, such visage, loving less than iguanas: so empty, so addictive, such amazing theatrics: a centerpiece, at center stage, so indifferently enlove: while nothing to give, with life to extract, accustomed to mineral water: too perfected, surrounded by jealousy, while softly those sweet eyes: our fevered pains, our distorted throne, such knights by swords—such substance by reigns: at deep comforts, even uneasy desire, willing, waiting, but waning: flowing fire gowns, scented life hearts, so intended for glorious sin: so flirtatious, rekindled with pain, so fresh in art, so mural to blue demons, aflame, abrupt and running: those decreasing stairs, this ceiling safe, at red goblin diamonds: those attics, such for rescue, to die, sectioned in revolution, so French, so symphonic: so awake, in Kingdom’s Arms, neatly giving humbled fruits….

…interior mirrors, or helter-skelter, such skeleton and marrow: foggy windows, black days, or Black Mary: immortalized, framing insanity, unleashed and angry: surprised to see you, at haste to apologize, while received as vinegar: such drama, searching humanity, so prompted, so outward, forced into seclusion: so young, so precocious, so destroyed: to blast his brains, to re-gut his liver, a nine year old guzzling vodka: so sickly, so stripped, so naked at baptism: our crazed hypotheses, this hungry ass child, so slow, so underdeveloped, so nonsensical: but Love is heaven, and Love is nice, plus, Love gave us cookies: this image, this scream, this adult lasciviousness for a reflection: so subconscious, so liquid, or too unreal to give necessity: affected by you, indebted to you, and here’s a used yacht—or restructured tentacles: turn us out, flip our intestines, reuse and abuse our brains: engulf me, whelm this fool, exhaust zeal replaced with intimacy: become Mary, plus, Calypso, plus, a Librarian: sense deaths, speak to life, re-accustomed and blaming society: so sickly, such a vault, while charged a good night to fire….

…those old skies, those singing hominids, our grunts, our reproduction: to imagine years, examining bodies, to realize it goes there: such a good feeling, such a crazed response, while tripping over bones: our sabertooth meals, our fruits with berries, to wonder concerning those plantings: our medicine roots, our carving utensils, our anthropology: our primitive behavior, our violent amygdala, to happen upon sophistication: those rare creatures, those indicative genetics, while one needs our children: so floored by one, so enlove with mother, or shot to hell looking at something forbidden: reluctant for me, but at tides for wildness, while destroyed by behaviors: our achy indifference, our terminal gash, while wrestling lion’s for Love: stitching materials, by sheer intuition, or running from strange animals: this museum warfare, those wafting scents, while thrown by something normal: our wilderness education, where souls feel pride, while incorrect we produce poets: this inner novel, this running memoir, at something considered classical: our deep hunches, to imagine caves, while one formed language: this genetic cycle, one inherits, where others are unrevealed: such trial with error, such organic attraction, to become something natural: our sewn restrictions, our controlling angst, where Love assisted in construction: so cavalier, rules for them, if but our cavelike contention: but if light is absent, where rules are broken, than nobody will ever know: at graves for love ones, at fires this feeling, where it must be this tree: our sights determining our feelings, our bodies so foreign, our habits so vicious: but Love is so this, or so that, as before love, we knew possession…. 

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