Saturday, December 8, 2018

Houses by Ideals


…it takes regrouping, this odiferous undertaking, while apologetic concerning behaviors: at casual spells, revamping perception, while realizing something crucial: those endless seconds, founded by minutes, attempting to live with behaviors: our nightly lemonade, our boxed in realities, our remotes set for changes: at blurry portraits, at internal lullabies, or too saddened to leave it behind: those palace brains, while choosing demarcations, or weary for it hurts: to ask about emotion, to scream at feelings, or ultimately, to doubt our reaction: our passing thoughts, over something so simplistic, where sickness seems appropriate: indeed, our channeled islands, those repeated events, where more than enough has transpired: our sensitive souls, our sentimental values, our desire for something balanced….     …we ghost through life, weary concerning actions, where dear souls are courting excuses: Cindy is misguided and deep in pain and this is why she behaves differently: Bobby is sick and his life was impeded and this is why he’s a misogynist: Wendy has lied and Wendy desires love and Wendy is trying her damndest: while this answers questions, it fails to redeem behavior, where others are suffering from said actions: those tides are scattered, if but a simple reality, We treat others with dignity: hither, something shifts, this fleet of dead roses, or this lonely feeling while making love: such thin water, such muddy cries, our pits filled with rosaries….     I try to relax; but something is shifting and something needs to believe in humans: this conundrum, where knowledge is multifaceted, as both liberating and vindictive: our skies at motion, our earth at axioms, to inquire why many are stagnant: as incorrigible souls, at inexorable behaviors, while demanding fair treatment: our remotes clicking, our souls churning, or something agreeing with mutual respect: by something testy, or something convincing, while our children are relating to actions: our verbal rants, those verbal tools, while Bobby is dysfunctional: this tricky reality, as needing to tell our story, while listeners hear, but a possible threat: this shift in life, those omitted realities, where something wasn’t present long enough to fly….     I agree with friendship, this mutual foundation, this respect for humanity: to train children accordingly, (this damaged man), or to rebuild after decades of churning forward: it becomes possible, despite, tragic disdain, despite, great resistance: for souls are precise, this thing with classifications, while aiding, we sense something concrete: a slight riddle, this event through time, while college offers a firm shift: but days are long, where reality affords responsibility, where one may study in private: as Silent Warriors, or running through libraries, or reading sutras: while eyes receive, brains dance, where a sudden line stands forward: or days with elders, speaking about life, laughing at something called, Wisdom: or visiting churches, tugging at ears, or something crucial, like official help….     …to souls with powers, to life with roses, or simplistic existence filled by complicated meanings: our days to mischief, to desire luxuries, where youth needs preservation: our heavy hearts, reminded of particular zones, while examining our lives: such nudging fuel, or misappropriated ribbons, while walking through meadows: these souls in grays, as souls in blues, where straightforward honesty might overwhelm passion: our longing lakes, our sentimentalities, or this need to win: as lost or found, as flying or landing, where parachutes come through friendships: or self-reliance, our personal chalkboards, our revised second editions: to sing about love, or to cherish an ideal, as it must live in our hearts: such gravitation, our likeness churning our waves, while we desire something promising: our dear vibrations, our dearer frustrations, or better, our freezing distractions: at pure behaviors, tugged by re-knitted actions, while we realize something isn’t connecting: our remotes itching, if but to change those channels, if but to redeem actions…!

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