Monday, February 26, 2024

Until Exhaustion, Until Death

 

 

I no longer love as I did. I no longer live as it was. Life is filled with interruption. (Many see us. They can’t tolerate what they see.) & Love seemed perfect, such younger eyes. Phantoms & phantasmagorias. Dice upon a lucky eleven. To share it is vulnerability. To keep it bottled into pressures; those curious eyes, watching a video, & no one is aware. A perfect image. As it must be. & Love was excellence, where life was galaxies. Such mis-conclusions, forgone-conclusions, as mixed with disruption. Such is life, to find one purpose. Such as it remains, such as it dies, a picture as a memory. So many years. We dare not speak obvious skies. Tragic encounters, refusing to switch computers, & everyone is filled with bliss. Nay. It’s not there, it’s not here, the script keeps elusive. Slow rotting. Slow agonizing. A smidgen here, a smidgen there. Each believing something is incredible. Both loathing each other. Such beauty deserves to become immortal.  

Time was Brief

    With deeper allure—to ward off ghosts—melancholia is an empire. Such dialogue confuses—: one wrestling despair. It was remote living, in...