Sunday, April 21, 2019

Easter & Children


…so innocent, so filthy, so intimate with rules: as silent, vocal creatures, hunting for surprises, structured by instruction: void of history, or thrust, thereinto, nibbling a chocolate bunny: such wild laughter, such curious eyes, while plotting by planning for more candy: we feel silence, needing a full future, so pushed, so crazed, longing into mystery: those terrible chills, seeming inconsequential, while minds probe darker corners: keeping them vocal, keeping them inquisitive, while introducing literature: such sunny dispositions, or quite quiet, where family probe and knit and unstitch solitude: those mischief hands, those mischievous eyes, looking a certain spirit: so wild at times, or so rude into affronts, while too precious for coldness: stealing noses, hiding toes, or fiddling with a snail: our shorter days, rereading homework, where many parents are quite equipped: indeed, such root, this threefold cord, our steady dreams….

This church day, our reverends, at subtle nudging: our parents watchful, this entity giving life, our minds so involved: those taught lessons, this holy empire, our displaced melancholy: as souls at fortune, to have this delicate, nosy, temperamental creature—those seconds to wonder, realizing responsibility, and brave enough to face those challenges: so behaved for barbeque; so ruthless for juice; so obedient to participate in a project: those instilled values, those Ten Commandments, where nights are filled with tender debates: those exercised brains, those adult answers, our mesmerized attention: so charged by life, reliving our years, while thrown into mathematics: this small scientist, this religious person, this evaluator: hereinto, this critical element, while a bit intrusive, our children are up for arguments: a parent’s daymare, needing to negotiate, while feeling urged to force those positionsJ: but innocence is endearing, this small, informative teacher, this mythical giant: floating into memories, forming moments, at popcorn and tea: indeed, such a bellicose, cooperative, and reread soul—such determination, such fire.

Our memoirs are flooded, our notebooks and pictures, our daily evaluations: correlating our experiences, reading into our child-life, while making observations connect: feeling our souls, awakening something silent, re-working our hunches: such keen insights, to realize sleepiness, or to sense a hungry, grumpy instigator: such happiness, such joy, such richness this life: as needing family, if but to exist, where other things do not compare: our values for existence, our daily cholesterol, at strict concerns about sodium: our bland meals, our special salad dressings: our minimized fast-foods: hereinto, that day to splurge, that little one dreaming, while learning constraints: to discipline through example, to feed this young apostle, while needlessly approaching difficult topics: those crystal limbs, those neighborhood parks, while adoring a flock of geese: at something deeper, at something moving, while we speak to ideals.

…wherever we roam, we journey with family, despite our differences: our children adore family, this singing in praise—they dance and laugh and joke and placate: they fawn over animals, they jump in ponds, at times, they place mud unto music: those house pancakes, that imaginary breakfast, or something earlier while eating anything: this mysterious, predicable person—longing for attention, spacial in designs, moving to something internal: this talkative clock, this whispering phone, this small ghost: our nightly wrestle, our morning baths, our hours at discussions: our deep resemblance, this mini us, our seconds and minutes leading into agreements: as larger than light, or light itself, and pleading for more information….       


Worn Senses

    Let the gift be faith. Many at war. We emphasize it. Many ask, why? How it feels to own promise. A man chides his understanding, realizi...