I
dance with grace, alive as affected, adrift as ruined—this admiration, this
bleeding sky-clave, or graves inverted and finding life: this guzzling machine,
this grown ass winner, those purple vines: as dying for creative, or winking
for demonic, to cut a bitten bottom lip: this remark as stolen, this gut as
unfolding, or laundry too thick for soaking: this man ruined, this love as
forbidden, this lethal ass gun fair: thither, our embrace, this afterlife
mischief, to finally orgasm as one destined to pass forward: our curses
laughing, this bottle in mourning, this woman at her business—as rarely a
thought, or distant a feeling, to find Love eating a salad: our deep cuts, this
liquid crack, or tales to this winning machine: as lost and gunning, fleeing
into deserts, and arguing with this camel: those acting vices, this ingested
ecstasy, at moons laughing at gore: this rude suggestion, that wise uncle, as filming
with herpes. I died in mother, I
freedom’d in thoughts, but cold to deaths figuring my father: this aloof
person, this pimp in screams, that rubric uneasiness: this funny channel, this
harmful skit, or our president sober: this fool for thoughts, this crane for
deliverance, or tales broken for wholeness: this growing infection, this spread
through cultures, or days to feeling proud: as born for destruction, committed
for condemnation, while adoring our persecutor: this invisible entity, this
invisible us, this filleted miracle:
(to adore this warmth, this bright-eyed daughter, as losing this slanted war:
to feel with deaths, to drift with organs, as intoxicating our livers: this
poker game, this global herpes, this meal with passions: to cut again, to lose
as grown, while gripping to truths): that mobile winning, this deep stress-box,
or this Danish observer: indeed, a bit tipsy, indeed, a bit Irish: this black
moon, this deadly creature, as protected by active grandparents: as never to
retreat, because tension war is
trifling, and gut fury is righteous: this short grave, this black horizon, or
pictures distorted.
